It chanced, at one time of our lives, that we had frequently to pass along the New Road; and as we drove by one particular house—a tall house, the upper windows of which were visible above the high wall that enclosed its front garden—we always looked at it with affectionate interest as long as it remained in sight. For in that house, No. 1, Devonshire Terrace, we knew lived the young author who had “witched the world with noble penmanship” in those finely original serials that put forth their “two green leaves” month by month. We then knew no more of his personal identity than what we had gathered from the vigorous youthful portrait of him by Samuel Lawrence as “Boz,” and from having seen him and heard him speak at the “Farewell dinner” given to Macready in 1839. We little thought, as we gazed at the house where he dwelt, that we should ever come to sit within its walls, palm to palm in greeting, face to face in talk, side by side at table, with its fascinating master, who shone with especial charm of brilliancy and cordiality as host entertaining his guests. We knew him by his portrait to be superlatively handsome, with his rich, wavy locks of hair, and his magnificent eyes; and we knew him by what we saw of him at the Macready dinner to be possessed of remarkably observant faculty, with perpetually discursive glances at those around him, taking note as it
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At length came that never-to-be-forgotten day—or rather, evening—when we met him at a party, and were introduced to him by Leigh Hunt, who, after a cordial word or two, left us to make acquaintance together. At once, with his own inexpressible charm of graceful ease and animation, Charles Dickens fell into delightful chat and riveted for ever the chain of fascination that his mere distant image and enchanting writings had cast about M. C. C., drawing her towards him with a perfect spell of prepossession. The prepossession was confirmed into affectionate admiration and attachment that lasted faithfully strong throughout the happy friendship that ensued, and was not even destroyed by death; for she cherishes his memory still with as fond an idolatry as she felt during that joyous period of her life when in privileged holiday companionship with him.
Charles Dickens—beaming in look, alert in manner, radiant with good humour, genial-voiced, gay, the very soul of enjoyment, fun, good taste and good spirits, admirable in organizing details and suggesting novelty of entertainment,—was of all beings the very man for a
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It has been before mentioned that when I first offered Charles Dickens to join his Amateur Company in 1848 and enact Dame Quickly in the performance of Shakespeare’s “Merry Wives,” which he was then proposing, he did not at first comprehend that my offer was made in earnest; but on my writing to tell him so, he sent me the following letter,—which, when I received it, threw me into such rapture as rarely falls to the lot of woman possessing a strong taste for acting, yet who could hardly have expected to find it thus suddenly gratified in a manner beyond her most sanguine hopes. I ran with it to my beloved mother (my husband was
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Dear Mrs. Cowden Clarke,—I did not understand, when I had the pleasure of conversing with you the other evening, that you had really considered the subject, and desired to play. But I am very glad to understand it now; and I am sure there will be a universal sense among us of the grace and appropriateness of such a proceeding. Falstaff (who depends very much on Mrs. Quickly) may have, in his modesty, some timidity about acting with an amateur actress. But I have no question, as you have studied the part, and long wished to play it, that you will put him completely at his ease on the first night of your rehearsal. Will you, towards that end, receive this as a solemn “call” to rehearsal of “The Merry Wives” at Miss Kelly’s theatre, to-morrow, Saturday week at seven in the evening?
And will you let me suggest another point for your consideration? On the night when “The Merry Wives” will not be played, and when “Every man in his Humour” will be, Kenny’s farce of “Love, Law, and Physic” will be acted. In that farce, there is a very good character (one Mrs. Hilary, which I have seen Mrs. Orger, I think, act to admiration) that would have been played by Mrs. C. Jones, if she had acted Dame Quickly, as we at first intended. If you find yourself quite comfortable and at ease among us, in Mrs. Quickly, would you like to take this other part too? It is an excellent farce, and is safe, I hope, to be very well done.
We do not play to purchase the house2 (which may be positively considered as paid for), but towards endowing a perpetual curatorship of it, for some eminent literary veteran. And I think you will recognize in this, even a higher and
2 The house in which Shakespeare was born at Stratford-on-Avon.—M. C. C. |
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Amid my transport and excitement there mingled some natural trepidation when the evening of “the first rehearsal” arrived, and I repaired with my sister Emma—who accompanied me throughout my “Splendid Strolling”—to the appointed spot, and found myself among the brilliant group assembled on the stage of the miniature theatre in Dean Street, Soho, men whom I had long known by reputation as distinguished artists and journalists. John Forster, Editor of the Examiner; two of the main-stays of Punch, Mark Lemon, its Editor, and John Leech, its inimitable illustrator; Augustus Egg and Frank Stone, whose charming pictures floated before my vision while I looked at themselves for the first time: all turned their eyes upon the “amateur actress” as she entered the foot-lighted circle and joined their company. But the friendliness of their reception—as Charles Dickens, with his own ready grace and alacrity, successively presented her to them—soon relieved timidity on her part. Forster’s gracious and somewhat stately bow was accompanied by an affable smile and a marked courtesy that were very winning; while Mark Lemon’s fine open countenance, sweet-tempered look, and frank shake of the hand, at once placed Falstaff and Mistress Quickly “at ease” with each other. There was one thing that helped me well through that evening. I had previously resolved that I would “speak out” and not rehearse in half-voice, as many amateur performers invariably do who are suffering from shyness; but I, who, though I did not feel shy in acting,
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I was rewarded by being told that in next Monday morning’s Times, which gave an amiable paragraph about the rehearsal at Miss Kelly’s, there were a few words to the effect that Dame Quickly, who was the only lady amateur among the troop, promised to be an acquisition to the company.
Then followed other rehearsals, delightful in the extreme; Charles Dickens ever present, superintending, directing, suggesting, with sleepless activity and vigilance: the essence of punctuality and methodical precision himself, he kept incessant watch that others should be unfailingly attentive and careful throughout. Unlike most professional rehearsals, where waiting about, dawdling, and losing time, seem to be the order of the day, the rehearsals under Charles Dickens’ stage-managership were strictly devoted to work—serious, earnest, work; the consequence was, that when the evening of performance came, the pieces went off with a smoothness and polish that belong only to finished stage-business and practised performers. He was always there among the first arrivers at rehearsals, and remained in a con-
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Some of these rehearsals were productive of incidents that gave additional zest to their intrinsic interest. I remember one evening, Miss Kelly—Charles Lamb’s admired Fanny Kelly—standing at “the wing” while I went through my first scene with Falstaff, watching it keenly; and afterwards, coming up to me, uttering many kind words of encouragement, approval, and lastly suggestion, ending with, “Mind you stand well forward on the stage while you speak to Sir John, and don’t let
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Besides a list of rehearsals and a copy of the “Rules for Rehearsals” (extracts from which are given in a Note at page 363-4, vol. ii., of Forster’s “Life of Charles Dickens”) signed by his own hand, I had received the following notelet in reply to my inquiry of what edition of Shakespeare’s “Merry Wives” would be used; all giving token of his promptitude and businesslike attention to the enterprise in hand. The “family usage” alluded to was that of always calling him at home by the familiar loving appellation of “Dear Dickens” or “Darling Dickens.” So scrupulously has been treasured every scrap of his writing addressed to me or penned for me, that the very brown paper cover in which the copy of “Love, Law, and Physic” was sent is still in existence; as is the card, bearing the words “Pass to the stage: Charles Dickens,” with the emphatic scribble beneath his name, which formed the magic order for entrance through the stage-door of the Haymarket Theatre:—
Dear Mrs. Cowden Clarke,—As I am the Stage manager, you could not have addressed your inquiry to a more fit and proper person. The mode of address would be unobjectionable, but for the knowledge you give me of that family usage,—which I think preferable, and indeed quite perfect. Enclosed is Knight’s cabinet edition of the “Merry Wives;”
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As the period for performance approached, I more and more regretted that my husband was still away lecturing; but, as whenever he was absent from home we invariably wrote to each other once (sometimes twice) a day, he and I were able thoroughly to follow in spirit all that we were respectively engaged with and interested in.
The date of our first night at the Haymarket Theatre was the 15th of May,1 1848; when the entertainment consisted of “The Merry Wives of Windsor” and “Animal Magnetism.” The “make up” of Charles Dickens as Justice Shallow was so complete, that his own identity was almost unrecognizable, when he came on to the stage, as the curtain rose, in company with Sir Hugh and Master Slender; but after a moment’s breathless pause, the whole house burst forth into a roar of applausive reception, which testified to the boundless delight of the assembled audience on beholding the literary idol of the day, actually before them. His impersonation was perfect: the old, stiff limbs, the senile stoop of the shoulders, the head bent with age, the feeble step, with a certain attempted smartness of carriage characteristic of the conceited Justice of the Peace,—were all assumed and maintained with wonderful accuracy; while the articulation,—part lisp, part thickness of utterance, part a kind of impeded sibillation, like that of a voice that “pipes and whistles in the sound” through loss of teeth—
1 In Forster’s “Life of Charles Dickens” the month is erroneously stated to be April; but I have the Haymarket Play-bill, beautifully printed in delicate colours, now before me.—M. C. C. |
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Mark Lemon’s Sir John Falstaff was a fine embodiment of rich, unctuous, enjoying raciness; no caricatured, rolling greasiness and grossness, no exaggerated vulgarization of Shakespeare’s immortal “fat knight;” but a florid, rotund, self-contented, self-indulgent voluptuary—thoroughly at his ease, thoroughly prepared to take advantage of all gratification that might come in his way; and throughout preserving the manners of a gentleman, accustomed to the companionship of a prince, “the best king of good fellows.” John Forster’s Master Ford was a carefully finished performance. John Leech’s Master Slender was picturesquely true to the gawky, flabby, booby squire: hanging about in various attitudes of limp ecstasy, limp embarrassment, limp disconsolateness. His mode of sitting on the stile, with his long, ungainly legs dangling down, during the duel scene between Sir Hugh and Dr. Caius, looking vacantly out across “the fields,” as if in vapid expectation of seeing “Mistress Anne Page at a farm-house a-feasting,”—as promised him by that roguish wag mine Host of the Garter, ever and anon ejaculating his maudlin, cuckoo-cry of “Oh sweet Anne Page,”—was a delectable treat. Mr. G. H. Lewes’s acting, and especially his dancing, as Sir Hugh Evans, were very dainty, with a peculiar drollery and quaintness, singularly befitting the peppery but kindly-natured Welsh
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“I find only one difficulty in producing a drawing for Mistress Quickly, and that is whether on the stage it is now a clear case as to the date to be assigned, not the writing of the play, but the period when Falstaff and the Merry Wives are to be supposed living. If you take the date of Henry IV. or Henry V., that is between 1400 and 1425, or the beginning of the seventeenth century, between 1600 and 1620. Shakespeare, I believe, had no image in his view but that of his own times, and I believe also the figures artists have given relating to the play are all, with some licence, of the times of Elizabeth and James I. My own opinion is likewise inclining to that period, because the humorous character of the play becomes more obvious when represented in dresses and scenery which we can better appreciate for that purpose than when we take the more recondite manners of the age when the red rose was in the ascendant. The special character of Mistress Quickly, with manners somewhat dashed with Puritanism, dresses admirably in the later period, and is not to be found in the early period of the Lollards. No dress of the time would tell the audience that it is the costume of a Mistress Quickly. It would only show a gentlewoman, a young lady, or a countrywoman.
This question being settled, I have now only to offer a dress, and I recommend that of a Dame Bonifant figured on a Devon brass of the year 1614. I think you will find it sufficiently piquant; demure though it be. I think it just the thing, and you may select the colours that will suit you best. The other is Champernoun Lady Slanning, from her monument dating 1583. If this period will not answer, pray let me know, and I will endeavour to select others of the times of Henry IV. and V.”
In making my dress for Dame Quickly, I availed myself of Colonel Hamilton Smith’s suggestions and sketches for some particulars; but also copied from the effective costume given by Kenny Meadows to her at p. 91, vol i.
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As I stood at the side scene of the Haymarket Theatre that memorable May night with Augustus Egg, waiting to make our first entrance together upon the stage, and face that sea of faces, he asked me whether I felt nervous.
“Not in the least,” I replied; “my heart beats fast; but it is with joyful excitement, not with alarm.” And, from first to last, “joyful excitement” was what I felt during that enchanting episode in my life.
In Mrs. Inchbald’s amusing farce of “Animal Magnetism,” the two characters of the Doctor and La Fleur, as played by Charles Dickens and Mark Lemon, formed the chief points of drollery: but in the course of the piece, an exquisitely ludicrous bit of what is technically called “Gag” was introduced into the scene where George Lewes, as the Marquis, pretends to fall into a fit of rapturous delirium, exclaiming,—
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“What thrilling transport rushes to my heart; Nature appears to my ravished eyes more beautiful than poets ever formed! Aurora dawns—the feathered songsters chant their most melodious strains—the gentle zephyrs breathe,” etc.
At the words, “Aurora dawns,” Dickens interrupted with “Who dawns?” And being answered with “Aurora,” exclaimed “La!!” in such a tone of absurd wonderment, as if he thought anybody rather than Aurora might have been expected to dawn.
The first night’s Haymarket performance was followed by my dining next evening at Charles Dickens’ house in Devonshire Terrace, when Mrs. Dickens, having a box at the opera to see Jenny Lind in “La Sonnambula,” invited me to go with her there; and immediately upon this ensued the second night’s performance at the Haymarket Theatre, when the play-bill announced Ben Jonson’s “Every Man in his Humour,” and Kenny’s farce of “Love, Law, and Physic.”
The way in which Charles Dickens impersonated that arch braggart, Captain Bobadil, was a veritable piece of genius: from the moment when he is discovered lolling at full length on a bench in his lodging, calling for a “cup o’ small beer” to cool down the remnants of excitement from last night’s carouse with a set of roaring gallants, till his final boast of having “not so much as once offered to resist” the “coarse fellow” who set upon him in the open streets, he was capital. The mode in which he went to the back of the stage before he made his exit from the first scene of Act ii., uttering the last word of the taunt he flings at Downright with a bawl of stentorian loudness—“Scavenger!” and then darted off the stage at full speed; the insolent scorn of his exclamation, “This
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It was noteworthy, as an instance of the forethought as to effect given to even the slightest points, that he and Leech (who played Master Mathew) had their stage-wigs made, for the parts they played in Ben Jonson’s comedy, of precisely opposite cut: Bobadil’s being fuzzed out at the sides and extremely bushy, while Master Mathew’s was flat at the ears and very highly peaked above his forehead. In the green-room, between the acts, after Bobadil has received his drubbing and been well cudgelled in the fourth act, and has to reappear in the first scene of the fifth act, I saw Charles Dickens wetting the plume of vari-coloured feathers in his hat, and taking some of them out, so as to give an utterly crest-fallen look to his general air and figure. “Don’t take out the white feather!” I said; it was pleasant to see the quick glance up with which he recognized the point of my meaning. He had this delightful, bright, rapid glance of intelligence in his eye whenever anything was said to please him; and
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The farce of “Love, Law, and Physic” was a large field, for the very hey-day of frolic and mirth. The opening scene, with its noisy bustle of arrival of the fellow-travellers in the stage coach at the Inn; the dash and audacity of Lawyer Flexible (Dickens); the loutish conceit and nose-led dupedom of Lubin Log (Lemon); the crowning absurdity of the scene where they pay court to the supposed Spanish heiress; which last—by the time we had played it four times, reached a perfect climax of uproarious “gag” and merriment on the fifth representation—always kindled the house into sympathetic uproar. Mark Lemon’s lumpish approaches, stealthily kissing his hand to the stage diamonds worn profusely in my hair to fasten the Spanish veil, turning to Charles Dickens with a loud aside: “Eh? All real, I suppose, eh?” and between every speech looking to him for support or prompted inspiration of love-making; extra ridiculous scraps introduced into the dialogue where the Spanish lady mentions her accomplishments, “Prosody, painting, poetry, music and phlebotomy”—at the word “music,” Lemon used to turn to Dickens and say, “What?—so?” (making signs of flaying on the violoncello;) when the reply was, “No, no;—so,” (making signs of playing on the pianoforte;) and on my adding, “poonah-painting—” Lemon used to turn to his friend and abettor with, “What? Poney-painting? Does she draw horses?” till laughter among the audience was infectiously and irrepressibly met by laughter on the stage, in the side scenes, where the rest of the company used to cluster like bees (against all rule!) to see that portion of the farce.
In token of Charles Dickens’s appropriateness of
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Next came our first set of provincial performances,—Manchester, 3rd June; Liverpool, 5th June; and Bir-
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Moreover, what enchanting journeys those were! The coming on to the platform at the station, where Charles Dickens’ alert form and beaming look met one with pleasurable greeting; the interest and polite attention of the officials; the being always seated with my sister
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Before the month of June concluded, a second performance was arranged for Birmingham; and as, in addition to “Merry Wives,” and “Love, Law, and Physic,” it was proposed to give the screaming afterpiece of “Two o’clock in the morning” (or “A good night’s rest,” as it was sometimes called), Charles Dickens asked me to dine at his house, that we might cut the farce to proper
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On our journey down to Birmingham I enjoyed a very special treat. Charles Dickens—in his usual way of sparing no pains that could ensure success—asked me to hear him repeat his part in “Two o’clock in the morning,” which, he and Mark Lemon being the only two persons acting therein, was a long one. He repeated throughout with such wonderful verbal accuracy that I could scarcely believe what I saw and heard as I listened to him, and kept my eyes fixed upon the page. Not only every word of the incessant speaking part, but the stage
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July brought plans for performances in Scotland, which was to include, besides our previous pieces, the comedietta named in the first of the two following notelets:—
My dear Mrs. Clarke,—I enclose the part I spoke of in “Used Up.” Will you meet the rest of the Dramatis Personæ here, to read the play and compare the parts on Monday evening at 7.
[The next (undated) was in very large handwriting.]
The Implacable’s reply.
At Miss Kelly’s Temple of Mirth, 73, Dean Street, Soho—at 7 o’clock, on Friday evening, July the seventh, eighteen hundred and forty-eight.
On the 15th July we travelled to Edinburgh; and, on our post-midnight arrival there, found a brilliant supper-party awaiting us of several distinguished gentle-
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The day that followed was spent by some of the Amateur Company in visiting Holyrood, etc.; while Charles Dickens invited me to go with Mrs. Dickens, himself, and one or two others, to see esteemed John Hunter (“friend of Leigh Hunt’s verse”) at Craigcrook. To my infinite regret I was compelled by one of my cruellest habitual head-aches to relinquish this surpassing pleasure, and remain at the hotel, trying to nurse myself into fit condition for acting on the morrow. By that same evening, however, I was well enough to join the merry after-dinner party engaged with Charles Dickens in playing a game of “How, when, and where;” which he conducted with the greatest spirit and gaiety. I remember one of the words chosen for guessing was “Lemon;” and of course, many were the allusions to punch and Punch made by the several players. But when one of them ventured in answer to the question, “How do you like it?” so near as to say, “I like it with a white choker on,” Dickens ejaculated, “Madness!” and Mark Lemon, who chanced to be the only gentleman present wearing a white cravat, put his spread
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The day, that had promised fair, turned out drizzly and misty; so that as we passed the picturesque neighbourhood of Dumbarton, its castle, and banks of the Clyde, they were but hazily seen; and even when we approached the grander scenery of Lake Lomond and the mighty “Ben” of that ilk, it was but greyly and shroudedly visible. I recollect Augustus Egg, who was in our carriage, as he looked towards the hill-sides covered with July fir-trees dripping wet, saying with a true Londoner’s travestie of the often-seen placard in a Regent Street furrier’s shop-window, Firs at this season, half price.” We put up at a small inn at mid-day, where we had a lunch-dinner; after which some of the company went down to the shores of the lake (the rain having somewhat ceased) to try and get a glimpse of the magnificent vicinity. Mr. and Mrs. Charles Dickens and I preferred remaining where we were; and, as he owned to being a little tired, we persuaded him to lie down for a short time. In that small inn-room there was of course no sofa; so we put together four or five chairs, on which he stretched himself at full length, resting his head on his wife’s knee as a pillow, and was soon in quiet sleep, Mrs. Dickens and I keeping on our talk in a low tone that served rather to lull than disturb him. That modest inn-room among the Scottish mountains, the casement blurred by recent rains, the grand landscape beyond shrouded in mist, the soft breathing of the sleeper, the glorious eyes closed, the active spirit in perfect repose, the murmured voices of
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When the time came for returning to Glasgow, Charles Dickens talked of occupying one of the box-seats; but I ventured to remind him he might take cold. “Oh, I’m well wrapped up,” he replied. I said it was not so much a question of warm clothing, as that he could not help inhaling the damp air, and might lose his voice for the morrow’s acting. He was not the man to imperil success by any want of precaution, so he laughingly gave way and came inside the carriage again.
That same night, at supper, occurred an instance of one of those humorous exaggerations of speech in which Charles Dickens delighted and often indulged. There was before him a cold sirloin, and he offered me a slice. I accepted, and he exclaimed, “Well, I think I was never more astonished in my life than at your saying you would have some of this cold roast beef!”
During our tours he always sat at the head of the table and carved, I having the enviable privilege of being seated next to him; and he observing [as what was there that ever escaped his notice?] that I ate little—owing to the perpetual state of glad excitement in which I lived—used to cater for me kindly and persuasively, tempting my appetite by selecting morsels he thought I should like. On one occasion I recollect he helped me to a piece of chicken, which I took, hailing it in Captain Cuttle’s words: “Liver wing it is!” and he instantly looked at me with that bright glance of his. He had a peculiar grace in taking any sudden allusion of this kind to his writings; and I remember Leigh Hunt telling me that once when he and Dickens were coming away from a party on a very rainy night, a cab not being readily
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In the course of the following morning at Glasgow requests were made that the Amateur Company would sign their names collectively on some large sheets of paper produced for this purpose, as interesting memorials of the occasion; and the persons then chancing to be present complied. One of these sheets, filled for my sister Emma, she subsequently gave to me, and it is still in my possession.
The performance of “Used up”—thanks to diligent rehearsals steadily enforced by our “Implacable manager,”—went with such extraordinary smoothness as to call forth an expression of astonishment from the professional manager of the Glasgow Theatre, who said that unless he had been positively assured the Amateur Company had never before played the piece, he could not have believed it to have been a first night’s acting. Charles Dickens’s Sir Charles Coldstream was excellent; but a pre-eminent hit was made by Mark Lemon, who, as one of his fop-friends, invented a certain little ridiculous laugh—so original, so exquisitely inane, so ludicrously disproportioned in its high falsetto pipe, to the immensely broad chest from which it issued—that it became the thing of all the scenes where he appeared. A kind of squeaking hysterical giggle closing in a suddenly checked gasp,—a high-pitched chuckle, terminating in an abrupt swallowing of the tone
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On our last night at Glasgow, after a climax of successful performance at the theatre,—the pieces being “Used up,” “Love, Law, and Physic,” and “Two o’clock in the morning,”—we had a champagne supper in honour of its being the Amateur Company’s last assemblage together. Charles Dickens, observing that I took no wine, said, “Do as I do: have a little champagne put into your glass and fill it up with water; you’ll find it a refreshing draught. I tell you this as a useful secret for keeping cool on such festive occasions, and speak to you as man to man.” He was in wildest spirits at the brilliant reception and uproarious enthusiasm of the audience that evening, and said in his mad-cap mood, “Blow Domestic Hearth! I should like to be going on all over the kingdom, with Mark Lemon, Mrs. Cowden Clarke, and John [his manservant], and acting everywhere. There’s nothing in the world equal to seeing the house rise at you, one sea of delighted faces, one hurrah of applause!”
We travelled up to town next day: he showing us how to play the game of “Twenty Questions,” and interesting me much by the extreme ingenuity of those he put to us with a view of eliciting the object of our thought. He was very expert at these pastimes, and liked to set them going. I remember one evening at his own house, his playing several games of apparently magical divination,—of course, by means of accomplices and preconcerted signals. Once, while he was explaining to Augustus Egg and myself the mode of procedure in a certain game of guessing, he said, “Well, I begin by thinking of a man, a woman, or an inanimate object; and we’ll suppose that I think of Egg.” “Ay, an inanimate object,” I replied. He gave his usual quick glance up at me, and looked at Augustus Egg, and then we all three laughed, though I protested—with truth—my innocence of any intended quip.
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During our journey homeward from Glasgow, Charles Dickens exerted himself to make us all as cheery as might be, insensibly communicating the effect of his own animation to those around him. My sister Emma having produced from her pocket a needle and thread, scissors, and thimble, when somebody’s glove needed a few stitches, and subsequently a pen-knife, when somebody else’s pencil wanted fresh pointing,—Mark Lemon laughingly said, “It’s my opinion that if either of us chanced to require a pair of Wellington boots, Miss Novello would be able to bring them out from among those wonderful flounces of hers.”
We were very merry together; but beneath all I could not help feeling saddened by the sorrowful consciousness that this most unique and delightful comradeship—which I had enjoyed with the keenest sense of its completeness and singularly exceptional combination of happy circumstances—was drawing to a close.
However, I soon had the comfort to receive the following sportively-expressed but truly sympathetic, letter, which at least showed me my regret was feelingly shared:—
My dear Mrs. Clarke,—I have no energy whatever, I am very miserable. I loathe domestic hearths. I yearn to be a vagabond. Why can’t I marry 1Mary? Why have I seven children—not engaged at sixpence a-night a-piece, and dismissible for ever, if they tumble down, not taken on for an indefinite time at a vast expense, and never,—no never, never,—wearing lighted candles round their heads.2 I am deeply miserable. A real house like this is insupport-
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Pray let me divide the little excursional excesses of the journey among the gentlemen, as I have always done before, and pray believe that I have had the sincerest pleasure and gratification in your co-operation and society, valuable and interesting on all public accounts, and personally of no mean worth nor held in slight regard.
You had a sister once, when we were young and happy—I think they called her Emma. If she remember a bright being who once flitted like a vision before her, entreat her to bestow a thought upon the “Gas” of departed joys. I can write no more.
The same kindly sympathy of regret for past dramatic joys is still betokened in the following close to a letter (quoting Sir Charles Coldstream’s words) which I received from my dear “Implacable manager,” dated “Broadstairs, Kent, 5th Aug., 1848:”—
“I am completely blasé—literally used up. I am dying for excitement. Is it possible that nobody can suggest anything to make my heart beat violently, my hair stand on end—but no!”
Where did I hear those words (so truly applicable to my forlorn condition) pronounced by some delightful creature? In a previous state of existence, I believe.
Oh, Memory, Memory!
Y—no C. G—no D. C. D. I think it is—but I don’t know—there’s nothing in it.
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My sister Emma having helped me with the designs for a blotting-case I embroidered for Charles Dickens, he sent us the accompanying sprightly letter of acknowledgment, signing it with the various names of parts he had played, written in the most respectively characteristic handwritings. These names in gold letters upon green morocco leather, formed the corners to the green watered silk covering in which I had had the blotting-book bound; the centres having on one side a wreath of heartsease and forget-me-nots surrounding the initials “Y. G.;” on the other, a group of roses and rose-buds, worked in floss silks of natural colours.
During the next year my husband and I received the two ensuing playful notes:—
My dear Mrs. Clarke,—I am afraid that Young Gas is for ever dimmed, and that the breath of calumny will blow henceforth on his stage-management, by reason of his enormous delay in returning you the two pounds non-forwarded by Mrs. G. The proposed deduction on account of which you sent it, was never made.
But had you seen him in “Used up,”
His eye so beaming and so clear,
When on his stool he sat to sup
The oxtail—little Romer near,
etc. etc.
You would have forgotten and forgiven all.
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My dear Sir,—I am very sorry to say that my Orphan Working-school vote is promised in behalf of an unfortunate
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Pray give my kindest regards to my quondam Quickly, and believe me
Another year came round, and still brought me delightfully sympathetic reminiscences of our happy bygone comradeship in acting, as testified by the following letter. The “new comedy” it alluded to was Bulwer Lytton’s “Not so bad as we seem;” and the “book” was the story called “Meg and Alice, the Merry Maids of Windsor” (one of the series in “The Girlhood of Shakespeare’s Heroines”), which I dedicated to Charles Dickens.
My dear Mrs. Cowden Clarke,—Ah, those were days indeed, when we were so fatigued at dinner that we couldn’t speak, and so revived at supper that we couldn’t go to bed: when wild in inns the noble savage ran,—and all the world was a stage gas-lighted in a double sense,—by the Young Gas and the old one! When Emmeline Montague (now Compton, and the mother of two children) came to rehearse in our new comedy the other night, I nearly fainted. The gush of recollection was so overpowering that I couldn’t bear it.
I use the portfolio6 for managerial papers still. That’s something.
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But all this does not thank you for your book. I have not got it yet (being here with Mrs. Dickens, who has been very unwell) but I shall be in town early in the week, and shall bring it down to read quietly on these hills, where the wind blows as freshly as if there were no Popes and no Cardinals whatsoever—nothing the matter anywhere. I thank you a thousand times, beforehand, for the pleasure you are going to give me. I am full of faith. Your sister Emma,—she is doing work of some sort on the P.S. side of the boxes, in some dark theatre, I know,—but where I wonder? W.7 has not proposed to her yet, has he? I understood he was going to offer his hand and heart, and lay his leg8 at her feet.
The following note was the invitation I received to the dress rehearsal of “Not so bad as we seem:”—
My dear Mrs. Clarke,—Will you come and look at your old friends next Monday? I do not know how far we shall be advanced towards completion, but I do know that we shall all be truly pleased to see you.
Some account of the rehearsals and performances on this occasion was given by Mr. R. H. Horne in the “Gentleman’s Magazine” for February, 1871, therefore I forbear from giving particulars farther than to record my own confirmation of the description there given of the Duke of Devonshire’s exquisite courtesy, with as exquisite a simplicity in demeanour towards those who were then assembled beneath his princely roof. He was
7 Wilmot, the clever veteran prompter, who had been engaged to accompany us on all our acting-tours. 8 A wooden one. |
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The following charming note came to me in recognition of a large basket of choice flowers—sent to me by the same friendly hand that had provided those that greeted our arrival in Manchester—which I had taken to Charles Dickens’s house on the morning of the day when the first number of his “Bleak House” was published:—
My dear Mrs. Clarke,—It is almost an impertinence to tell you how delightful your flowers were to me; for you who thought of that beautiful and delicately-timed token of sympathy and remembrance, must know it very well already.
I do assure you that I have hardly ever received anything with so much pleasure in all my life. They are not faded yet—are on my table here—but never can fade out of my remembrance.
I should be less than a Young Gas, and more than an old Manager—that commemorative portfolio is here too—if I could relieve my heart of half that it could say to you. All
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I had written to inquire who was the author of the beautiful poem-story that appeared in the Christmas number of “Household Words” for 1852, and he sent me this note in reply. “The two green leaves” was the name he had given to the green paper covers in which the monthly parts of his own serial works appeared; and “the turning-point” he here alludes to was the one in “Bleak House,” where Esther takes the fever from Charley and loses her former beauty.
My dear Mrs. Clarke,—This comes from your ancient (and venerable) manager, in solemn state, to decide the wager.
The Host’s story is by Edmund Ollier—an excellent and true young poet, as I think.
You will see a turning-point in the two green leaves this next month, which I hope will not cause you to think less pleasantly and kindly of them.
And so no more at present from yours
The next note accompanied a presentation copy of “Bleak House,” on the title-page of which he wrote, “Mary Cowden Clarke, with the regard of Charles Dickens, December, 1853.” The book is still treasured in both places where he wished it might be kept.
My dear Mrs. Cowden Clarke,—You remember the flowers you sent me on the day of the publication of the first of these pages? I shall never forget them.
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Pray give the book a place on your shelves, and (if you can) in your heart. Where you may always believe me
In the summer of 1855 my husband and I received an invitation to witness the performance of Mr. Wilkie Collins’s piece called “The Lighthouse,” and of Charles Dickens’s and Mark Lemon’s farce entitled “Mr. Nightingale’s Diary.” The play-bill—which, as I write, lies before me—is headed, “The smallest Theatre in the World! Tavistock House” (where Dickens then resided); and is dated “Tuesday Evening, June 19th, 1855.” The chief characters were enacted by himself, some members of his own family, and his friends, Mark Lemon, Augustus Egg, Frank Stone, and Wilkie Collins; while the scenery was painted by another of his friends, the eminent Clarkson Stanfield. Choicely picturesque and full of artistic taste was the effect of the lighthouse interior, where Mark Lemon’s handsomely chiselled features, surrounded by a head of grizzled hair that looked as though it had been blown into careless dishevelment by many a tempestuous gale, his weather-beaten general appearance, and his rugged mariner garments, formed the fine central figure as the curtain drew up and discovered him seated at a rough table, with his younger lighthouse mate, Wilkie Collins, stretched on the floor as if just awakened from sleep, in talk together. Later on in the scene a low planked recess in the wall is opened, where Charles Dickens—as the first lighthouse keeper, an old man with half-dazed wits and a bewildered sense of some wrong committed in bygone years—is discovered asleep in his berth. A wonderful impersonation was this; very imaginative, very original, very wild, very striking; his
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Among the audience that evening was Douglas Jerrold, beside whom we sat.
Towards the end of this same year it was announced that another new serial story—“Little Dorrit”—would make its appearance on the 1st December: and in anticipation of the event, I designed a white porcelain paperweight, with “two green leaves” enamelled in their natural colours upon it, between which were placed, in gold letters, the initials “C. D.” The fabrication of this paper-weight I entrusted to the clever house of Osier at Birmingham, famous for their beautiful glass and china manufactory, and known to ourselves for much kindness and courtesy in old lecturing days. This trifle they executed with great taste and skill, carrying out my idea to perfection. It was sent to Charles Dickens on the day of publication, and brought us the following kind letter.
My dear Mr. and Mrs. Clarke.—I cannot tell you how much I am gratified by the receipt of your kind letters, and the pleasantest memorial that has ever been given me to stand upon my writing-desk. Running over from Paris on Saturday night, I found your genial remembrance awaiting me, like a couple of kind homely faces (homely please to observe, in the sense of being associated with Home); and I think you would have been satisfied if you could have seen how you brightened my face.
Among the many regrets for what we left behind us in
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The best consolation we could have had for our disappointment was the receipt of the following letter, giving evidence that we had friendliest sympathy in our keen sense of lost pleasure.
My dear Mr. and Mrs. Clarke,—An hour before I received your letter, I had been writing your names. We were beginning a list of friends to be asked here on Twelfth Night to see a new play by the Author of “The Lighthouse,” and a better play than that. I honestly assure you that your letter dashed my spirits and made a blank in the prospect.
May you be very happy at Nice, and find in the climate and the beautiful country near it, more than compensation for what you leave here. Don’t forget among the leaves of the vine and olive, that your two green leaves are always on my table here, and that no weather will shake them off.
I should have brought this myself, on the chance of seeing you, if I were not such a coward in the matter of good-bye, that I never say it, and would resort to almost any subterfuge to avoid it.
Mrs. Dickens and Georgina send their kindest regards. Your hearty sympathy will not be lost to me, I hope, at Nice; and I shall never hear of you or think of you without true interest and pleasure. Always faithfully your friend,
“The Story” alluded to in the next letter was “A Tale of Two Cities;” and the promised copy, when it could “be read all at once,” faithfully came to us. “The bygone Day” to which he refers, was not at “Glasgow,”
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My dear Mrs. Cowden Clarke,—I cannot tell you how much pleasure I have derived from the receipt of your earnest letter. Do not suppose it possible that such praise can be “less than nothing” to your old Manager. It is more than all else.
Here in my little country house on the summit of the hill where Falstaff did the robbery, your words have come to me in the most appropriate and delightful manner. When the story can be read all at once, and my meaning can be better seen, I will send it to you (sending it to Dean Street, if you tell me of no better way) and it will be a hearty gratification to think that you and your good husband are reading it together. For you must both take notice, please, that I have a reminder of you always before me. On my desk here stand two green leaves, which I every morning station in
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Lord! to think of the bygone day when you were stricken mute (was it not at Glasgow?) and, being mounted on a tall ladder at a practicable window, stared at Forster, and with a noble constancy refused to utter word! Like the Monk among the pictures with Wilkie, I begin to think that the real world, and this the sham that goes out with the lights. God bless you both.
The “Sonnets” mentioned in the following letter were the six sonnets on “Godsends;” and, at my request, they were published all six at once (instead of by “two” at a time) in No. 74 of “All the Year round” for the 22nd September, 1860:—
My dear Mrs. Cowden Clarke,—I lose no time in acknowledging the receipt of your very welcome letter. I do so briefly—not from choice but necessity. If I promised myself the pleasure of writing you a long letter, it is highly probable that I should postpone it until heaven knows what remote time of my life.
I hope to get two of the sonnets in shortly; say within-a month or so.
The Ghost in the Picture-room, Miss Procter—The Ghost in the Clock-room, a New Lady, who had very rarely (if ever) tried her hand before—The Ghost in the Garden-room, Mrs Gaskell.
Observe, my dear Concordance—because it makes the name of my Gad’s Hill house all the better—the name is none of my giving; the house has borne that name these eighty years—ever since it was a house.
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A letter to me, dated “Friday 25th January, 1861,” has the following playful and friendly conclusion; the “Property house-broom” refers to the one with which I used busily to sweep, as Dame Quickly, when her master, Dr. Caius, unexpectedly returns home:—
I am glad to find you so faithfully following “Great Expectations,” which story is an immense success. As I was at work upon it the other day, a letter from your sister Emma appeared upon my table. . . . . Instantly, I seemed to see her at needlework in the dark stage-box of the Haymarket in the morning, and you swept yourself into my full view with a ‘Property’ house-broom. With the kindest regards to Cowden Clarke, whom I have always quoted since “The Lighthouse” as the best “audience” known to mortality,
In the summer of 1862 my husband and I went with my brother Alfred and sister Sabilla for an enchanting visit to England, to hear the Handel Festival and to see the International Exhibition. Many other delights of ear and eye then fell to our share: such as our dear old Philharmonic and other concerts, as well as Exhibition of Old Masters at the British Institution, Royal Academy Exhibition, National Gallery, Kensington Museum, John Leech’s collected oil sketches, Rosa Bonheur’s pictures, Burford’s Panorama of Naples, Messina, and top of the Righi, a very feast of sounds and sights after our long fast from such dainties. For though abroad we had occasionally heard music and seen paintings, it had been at sparse intervals; not a daily recurring artistic banquet such as we enjoyed that never-to-be-forgotten season. Among the delights we came in for, were two readings by Charles Dickens at St. James’s Hall: one on the 19th June, “The Christmas Carol” and “Trial from Pick-
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My dear Mrs. Cowden Clarke,—I am very angry with you and your other half for having the audacity to go to my readings without first writing to me! And if I had not been in France since I read last, and were not going back there immediately, I would summon you both to come to this Falstaff-Ground and receive the reward of your misdeeds.
Here are the two green leaves on my table here, as green as ever. They have not blushed at your conduct at St. James’s Hall, but they would have done it if they could.
With indignant regard, believe me ever faithfully yours,
On our first coming to reside in Genoa, my husband and I made a point of going over to Albaro at the earliest opportunity, to find out the Villa Bagnerello (the “Pink Jail,” as he calls it in his “Pictures from Italy”) where Charles Dickens once lived. We took with us some of the simple bread-cake, called pan dolce di Geneva, for which the place is famous, and ate it together as a kind of picnic lunch, under some trees by the road-side in the lane where the “Pink Jail” stands, that as festive an air as possible might be given to our expedition in honour of one who was so peculiarly endowed with the power of making a party of pleasure go pleasantly and who was so intimately associated with the most holiday episode of my life. We subsequently went also to see the Palazzo Peschiere and gardens [see the charming description of them at pages 72—75 of “Pictures from Italy”], where Charles Dickens
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My dear Mrs. Cowden Clarke,—I am happy to accept “Minnie’s Musings” for insertion here. When it appears (unless I hear from you to the contrary) Mr. Wills’s business cheque shall be enclosed to Mr. Littleton in Dean Street.
This is written in great haste and distraction, by reason of my being in the height of the business of the Xmas No. And as I have this year written half of it myself, the always difficult work of selecting from an immense heap of contributions is rendered twice as difficult as usual, by the contracted space available.
Ah! your plan brings before me my beloved Genoa, and it would gladden my heart indeed to look down upon its bay once again from the high hills.
No green leaves in present prospect.
The next notelet serves to show the grace and cordiality with which he wrote even when most briefly:—
My dear Mrs. Cowden Clarke,—I have great pleasure in retaining “The Yule Log” for the regular No. to be published at Xmas time; not for the Xmas No. so called because that will be on a new plan this year, which will not embrace such a contribution.
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With kind regard and remembrance to your husband,
Your two green leaves are always verdant on my table at Gad’s Hill.
And the next—the last, alas, we ever received from him!—was in answer to a “Godspeed” letter we had written to him upon learning that he was going for a second visit to America:—
Heartfelt thanks, my dear Quickly and Cowden Clarke, for your joint good wishes. They are more than welcome to me, and so God bless you.
The hearty kindness, the warmth of farewell blessing, formed a fitting close to a friendship that had brought nothing but kindly feeling and blessed happiness to those who had enjoyed its privilege. In June, 1870, I read four words on the page of an Italian morning newspaper, which were the past night’s telegram from England,—“Carlo Dickens è morto,”—and the sun seemed suddenly blotted out, as I looked upon the fatal line. Often, since, this sudden blur of the sunshine comes over the fair face of Genoese sea, sky, harbour, fortressed hills, which he described as “one of the most fascinating and delightful prospects in the world,”—when I look upon it and think that his living eyes can never again behold a scene he loved so well: but then returns the broad clear light that illumined his own nature, making him so full of faith in loveliness and goodness, as to shed a perpetually beaming
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Three of his portraits—the one by Samuel Lawrence, the one by Maclise, and the one published by the “Graphic” in 1870—together with those of others whom we cherished in lifetime and cherish still in memory—are placed where we see them the last thing before we close our eyes at night and the first thing on awaking in the morning: and in that Eternal Morning, which we all trust will dawn for us hereafter, the “Author Couple” hope to behold the dear originals again, and rejoin them for evermore in immortal Friendship and Love.
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