Works of Charles and Mary Lamb. VI-VII. Letters
Charles Lamb to Thomas Manning, 24 September 1802
24th Sept., 1802, London.
MY dear Manning,—Since the date of my last letter, I have been a
traveller. A strong desire seized me of visiting remote regions. My first
impulse was to go and see Paris. It was a trivial objection to my aspiring
mind, that I did not understand a word of the language, since I certainly
intend some time in my life to see Paris, and equally certainly never intend to
learn the language; therefore that could be no objection. However, I am very
glad I did not go, because you had left Paris (I see) before I could have set
out. I believe, Stoddart promising to go
with me another year prevented that plan. My next scheme, (for to my restless,
ambitious mind London was become a bed of thorns) was to visit the far-famed
Peak in Derbyshire, where the Devil sits, they say, without breeches. This my
purer mind rejected as indelicate. And my final resolve was a tour to the
Lakes. I set out with Mary to Keswick,
without giving Coleridge any notice; for
my time being precious did not admit of it. He received us with all the
hospitality in the world, and gave up his time to show us all the wonders of
the country. He dwells upon a small hill by the side of Keswick, in a
comfortable house, quite enveloped on all sides by a net of mountains: great
floundering bears and monsters they seemed, all couchant and asleep. We got in
in the evening, travelling in a post-chaise from Penrith, in the midst of a
gorgeous sunshine, which transmuted all the mountains into colours, purple,
&c. &c. We thought we had got into fairyland. But that went off (as it
never came again—while we stayed we had no more fine sunsets); and we entered
Coleridge’s comfort-
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able study just in the dusk, when the mountains were all dark
with clouds upon their heads. Such an impression I never received from objects
of sight before, nor do I suppose I can ever again. Glorious creatures, fine
old fellows, Skiddaw, &c. I never shall forget ye, how ye lay about that
night, like an intrenchment; gone to bed, as it seemed for the night, but
promising that ye were to be seen in the morning.
Coleridge had got a blazing fire in his study; which
is a large, antique, ill-shaped room, with an old-fashioned organ, never played
upon, big enough for a church, shelves of scattered folios, an Æolian harp, and
an old sofa, half-bed, &c. And all looking out upon the last fading view of
Skiddaw and his broad-breasted brethren: what a night! Here we stayed three
full weeks, in which time I visited Wordsworth’s cottage, where we stayed a day or two with
the Clarksons (good people and most
hospitable, at whose house we tarried one day and night), and saw Lloyd. The Wordsworths were gone to Calais.
They have since been in London and past much time with us: he is now gone into
Yorkshire to be married.1 So we have seen Keswick,
Grasmere, Ambleside, Ulswater (where the Clarksons live),
and a place at the other end of Ulswater—I forget the name—to which we
travelled on a very sultry day, over the middle of Helvellyn. We have clambered
up to the top of Skiddaw, and I have waded up the bed of Lodore. In fine, I
have satisfied myself, that there is such a thing as that which tourists call
romantic, which I very much suspected before: they make such a spluttering
about it, and toss their splendid epithets around them, till they give as dim a
light as at four o’clock next morning the lamps do after an illumination.
Mary was excessively tired, when she got about
half-way up Skiddaw, but we came to a cold rill (than which nothing can be
imagined more cold, running over cold stones), and with the reinforcement of a
draught of cold water she surmounted it most manfully. Oh, its fine black head,
and the bleak air atop of it, with a prospect of mountains all about, and
about, making you giddy; and then Scotland afar off, and the border countries
so famous in song and ballad! It was a day that will stand out, like a
mountain, I am sure, in my life. But I am returned (I have now been come home
near three weeks—I was a month out), and you cannot conceive the degradation I
felt at first, from being accustomed to wander free as air among mountains, and
bathe in rivers without being controlled by any one, to come home and work. I felt very little. I had
been dreaming I was a very great man. But that is going off, and I find I shall
conform in time to that state of life to which it has pleased God to call me.
Besides, after all, Fleet-Street and the Strand are better
1 See Appendix II., page 968. |
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places to live in for good
and all than among Skiddaw. Still, I turn back to those great places where I
wandered about, participating in their greatness. After all, I could not live
in Skiddaw. I could spend a year—two, three years—among them, but I must have a
prospect of seeing Fleet-Street at the end of that time, or I should mope and
pine away, I know. Still, Skiddaw is a fine creature. My habits are changing, I
think: i.e. from drunk to sober. Whether I shall be
happier or not remains to be proved. I shall certainly be more happy in a
morning; but whether I shall not sacrifice the fat, and the marrow, and the
kidneys, i.e. the night, the glorious care-drowning
night, that heals all our wrongs, pours wine into our mortifications, changes
the scene from indifferent and flat to bright and brilliant!—O
Manning, if I should have formed a diabolical
resolution, by the time you come to England, of not admitting any spirituous
liquors into my house, will you be my guest on such shameworthy terms? Is life,
with such limitations, worth trying? The truth is, that my liquors bring a nest
of friendly harpies about my house, who consume me. This is a pitiful tale to
be read at St. Gothard; but it is just now nearest my heart. Fenwick is a ruined man. He is hiding himself
from his creditors, and has sent his wife and children into the country.
Fell, my other drunken companion
(that has been: nam hic cæstus artemque repono), is turned
editor of a “Naval Chronicle.” Godwin (with a pitiful artificial wife) continues a steady friend, though the
same facility does not remain of visiting him often. That Bitch has detached
Marshall from his house,
Marshall the man who went to sleep when the
“Ancient
Mariner” was reading: the old, steady, unalterable friend of the
Professor. Holcroft is not yet come to
town. I expect to see him, and will deliver your message. How I hate this part of a letter. Things come crowding in to say,
and no room for ’em. Some things are too little to be told, i.e. to have a preference; some are too big and
circumstantial. Thanks for yours, which was most delicious. Would I had been
with you, benighted &c. I fear my head is turned with wandering. I shall
never be the same acquiescent being. Farewell; write again quickly, for I shall
not like to hazard a letter, not knowing where the fates have carried you.
Farewell, my dear fellow.
Thomas Clarkson (1760-1846)
English abolitionist educated at St Paul's School and St John's, Cambridge; he was an
associate of William Wilberforce.
Samuel Taylor Coleridge (1772-1834)
English poet and philosopher who projected
Lyrical Ballads (1798)
with William Wordsworth; author of
Biographia Literaria (1817),
On the Constitution of the Church and State (1829) and other
works.
Ralph Fell (d. 1814)
Improvident writer and friend of William Godwin and Charles Lamb; a native of Yorkshire,
he published
Memoirs of the Public Life of the late Right Honourable
Charles James Fox (1808).
John Fenwick (d. 1823)
Radical author, improvident newspaper editor, and close friend of William Godwin. His
The Indian: A Farce (1800) was produced at Drury Lane.
Mary Jane Godwin [née Vial] (1768-1841)
The second wife of William Godwin, whom she married in 1801 after a previous relationship
in which was born her daughter Claire Clairmont (1798-1879). With her husband she was a
London bookseller.
William Godwin (1756-1836)
English novelist and political philosopher; author of
An Inquiry
concerning the Principles of Political Justice (1793) and
Caleb
Williams (1794); in 1797 he married Mary Wollstonecraft.
Thomas Holcroft (1745-1809)
English playwright and novelist; a friend of William Godwin indicted for treason in 1794;
author of
The Road to Ruin (1792). His
Memoirs (1816) were completed by William Hazlitt.
Mary Anne Lamb (1764-1847)
Sister of Charles Lamb with whom she wrote Tales from Shakespeare (1807). She lived with
her brother, having killed their mother in a temporary fit of insanity.
Charles Lloyd (1775-1839)
Quaker poet; a disciple of Coleridge and friend of Charles Lamb, he published
Poetical Essays on the Character of Pope (1821) and other
volumes.
Thomas Manning (1772-1840)
Educated at Caius College, Cambridge, he traveled in China and Tibet, and was a life-long
friend of Charles Lamb.
James Marshall (d. 1832)
Translator and literary jobber; he was a schoolmate and bosom friend of William Godwin, a
drinking companion of Charles Lamb, and associate of Mary Shelley.
Sir John Stoddart (1773-1856)
Educated at Christ Church, Oxford, he befriended Coleridge and Wordsworth and after
abandoning his early republican principles became a writer for the
Times, and afterwards editor of the Tory newspaper
New
Times in 1817 and a judge in Malta (1826-40). His sister married William Hazlitt
in 1808.
William Wordsworth (1770-1850)
With Coleridge, author of
Lyrical Ballads (1798), Wordsworth
survived his early unpopularity to succeed Robert Southey as poet laureate in 1843.