Works of Charles and Mary Lamb. VI-VII. Letters
Charles Lamb to William Wordsworth, [22 January 1830]
AND is it a year since we parted from you at the
steps of Edmonton Stage? There are not now the years that there used to be. The
tale of the dwindled age of men, reported of successional mankind, is true of
the same man only. We do not live a year in a year now. ’Tis a
punctum stans. The seasons pass us with indifference.
Spring cheers not, nor winter heightens our gloom, Autumn hath foregone its
moralities, they are hey-pass re-pass [as] in a show-box. Yet as far as last
year occurs back, for they scarce shew a reflex now, they make no memory as
heretofore—’twas sufficiently gloomy. Let the sullen nothing pass.
Suffice it that after sad spirits prolonged thro’ many
of its months, as it called them, we have cast our skins, have taken a farewell
of the pompous troublesome trifle calld housekeeping, and are settled down into
poor boarders and lodgers at next door with an old couple, the Baucis and Baucida of dull Enfield. Here we have nothing to do with our
victuals but to eat them, with the garden but to see it grow, with the tax
gatherer but to hear him knock, with the maid but to hear her scolded. Scot and
lot, butcher, baker, are things unknown to us save as spectators of the
pageant. We are fed we know not how, quietists, confiding ravens. We have the
otium pro dignitate, a respectable insignificance. Yet
in the self condemned obliviousness, in the stagnation, some molesting
yearnings of life, not
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quite kill’d, rise, prompting me that there was a London, and that I was
of that old Jerusalem. In dreams I am in Fleetmarket, but I wake and cry to
sleep again. I die hard, a stubborn Eloisa
in this detestable Paraclete. What have I gained by health? intolerable
dulness. What by early hours and moderate meals?—a total blank. O never let the
lying poets be believed, who ’tice men from the chearful haunts of
streets—or think they mean it not of a country village. In the ruins of Palmyra
I could gird myself up to solitude, or muse to the snorings of the Seven
Sleepers, but to have a little teazing image of a town about one, country folks
that do not look like country folks, shops two yards square, half a dozen
apples and two penn’orth of overlookd gingerbread for the lofty
fruiterers of Oxford Street—and, for the immortal book and print stalls, a
circulating library that stands still, where the shew-picture is a last
year’s Valentine, and whither the fame of the last ten Scotch novels has not yet
travel’d (marry, they just begin to be conscious of the Red Gauntlet), to have a new
plasterd flat church, and to be wishing that it was but a Cathedral. The very
blackguards here are degenerate. The topping gentry, stock brokers. The
passengers too many to ensure your quiet, or let you go about whistling, or
gaping—too few to be the fine indifferent pageants of Fleet Street. Confining,
room-keeping thickest winter is yet more bearable here than the gaudy months.
Among one’s books at one’s fire by candle one is soothed into an
oblivion that one is not in the country, but with the light the green fields
return, till I gaze, and in a calenture can plunge myself into Saint
Giles’s. O let no native Londoner imagine that health, and rest, and
innocent occupation, interchange of converse sweet and recreative study, can
make the country any thing better than altogether odious and detestable. A
garden was the primitive prison till man with promethean felicity and boldness
luckily sinn’d himself out of it. Thence followd Babylon, Nineveh,
Venice, London, haberdashers, goldsmiths, taverns, playhouses, satires,
epigrams, puns—these all came in on the town part, and the thither side of
innocence. Man found out inventions.
From my den I return you condolence for your decaying sight,
not for any thing there is to see in the country, but for the miss of the
pleasure of reading a London newspaper. The poets are as well to listen to, any
thing high may, nay must, be read out—you read it to yourself with an imaginary
auditor—but the light paragraphs must be glid over by the proper eye, mouthing
mumbles their gossamery substance. ’Tis these trifles I should mourn in
fading sight. A newspaper is the single gleam of comfort I receive here, it
comes from rich Cathay with tidings of mankind. Yet I could not attend to it
read out by the most beloved voice. But your eyes do not get worse, I gather. O
for the collyrium of Tobias inclosed in a
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whiting’s liver to send you with no
apocryphal good wishes! The last long time I heard from you, you had
knock’d your head against something. Do not do so. For your head (I do
not flatter) is not a nob, or the top of a brass nail, or the end of a nine
pin—unless a Vulcanian hammer could fairly batter a Recluse out of it, then would I bid the
smirch’d god knock and knock lustily, the two-handed skinker. What a nice
long letter Dorothy has written!
Mary must squeeze out a line
propriâ manu, but indeed her fingers have been
incorrigibly nervous to letter writing for a long interval. ’Twill please
you all to hear that, tho’ I fret like a lion in a net, her present
health and spirits are better than they have been for some time past: she is
absolutely three years and a half younger, as I tell her, since we have adopted
this boarding plan. Our providers are an honest pair, dame
Westwood and her husband—he, when the light of prosperity shined on them, a
moderately thriving haberdasher within Bow Bells, retired since with something
under a competence, writes himself parcel gentleman, hath borne parish offices,
sings fine old sea songs at threescore and ten, sighs only now and then when he
thinks that he has a son on his hands
about 15, whom he finds a difficulty in getting out into the world, and then
checks a sigh with muttering, as I once heard him prettily, not meaning to be
heard, “I have married my daughter however,”—takes the
weather as it comes, outsides it to town in severest season, and a’
winter nights tells old stories not tending to literature, how comfortable to
author-rid folks! and has one anecdote, upon which and
about forty pounds a year he seems to have retired in green old age. It was how
he was a rider in his youth, travelling for shops, and
once (not to baulk his employer’s bargain) on a sweltering day in August,
rode foaming into Dunstable upon a mad horse to the
dismay and expostulary wonderment of innkeepers, ostlers &c. who declared
they would not have bestrid the beast to win the Darby. Understand the creature
gall’d to death and desperation by gad flies, cormorants winged, worse
than beset Inachus’ daughter. This he
tells, this he brindles and burnishes on a’ winter’s eves,
’tis his star of set glory, his rejuvenescence to descant upon. Far from
me be it (dii avertant) to look a gift story in the mouth,
or cruelly to surmise (as those who doubt the plunge of Curtius) that the inseparate conjuncture of man
and beast, the centaur-phenomenon that staggerd all Dunstable, might have been
the effect of unromantic necessity, that the horse-part carried the reasoning,
willy nilly, that needs must when such a devil drove, that certain spiral
configurations in the frame of Thomas Westwood unfriendly
to alighting, made the alliance more forcible than voluntary. Let him enjoy his
fame for me, nor let me hint a whisper that shall dismount Bellerophon. Put case he was an involuntary martyr, yet if in the
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he
buckled the soul of a constant haberdasher to him, and adopted his flames, let
Accident and He share the glory! You would all like Thomas
Westwood. [figure] How weak is painting to describe a man! Say
that he stands four feet and a nail high by his own yard measure, which like
the Sceptre of Agamemnon shall never sprout
again, still you have no adequate idea, nor when I tell you that his dear hump,
which I have favord in the picture, seems to me of the buffalo—indicative and
repository of mild qualities, a budget of kindnesses, still you have not the
man. Knew you old Norris of the Temple,
60 years ours and our father’s friend, he was not more natural to us than
this old W. the acquaintance of scarce more weeks. Under
his roof now ought I to take my rest, but that back-looking ambition tells me I
might yet be a Londoner. Well, if we ever do move, we have encumbrances the
less to impede us: all our furniture has faded under the auctioneer’s
hammer, going for nothing like the tarnishd frippery of the prodigal, and we
have only a spoon or two left to bless us. Clothed we came into Enfield, and
naked we must go out of it. I would live in London shirtless, bookless.
Henry Crabb is at Rome, advices to
that effect have reach’d Bury. But by solemn legacy he bequeathed at
parting (whether he should live or die) a Turkey of Suffolk to be sent every
succeeding Xmas to us and divers other friends. What a genuine old
Bachelor’s action! I fear he will find the air of Italy too classic. His
station is in the Hartz forest, his soul is Bego’ethed. Miss Kelly
we never see; Talfourd not this
half-year; the latter flourishes, but the exact number of his children, God
forgive me, I have utterly forgotten, we single people are often out in our
count there. Shall I say two? One darling I know they have lost within a
twelvemonth, but scarce known to me by sight, and that was a second child lost.
We see scarce anybody. We have just now Emma with us for her holydays: you remember her playing at brag
with Mr. Quillinan at poor Monkhouse’s! She is grown an agreeable
young woman; she sees what I write, so you may understand me with limitations.
She was our inmate for a twelvemonth, grew natural to us, and then they told us
it was best for her to go out as a Governess, and so she went out, and we were
only two of us, and our pleasant house-mate is changed to an occasional
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they want my sister to go out (as
they call it) there will be only one of us. Heaven keep us all from this
acceding to Unity!
Can I cram loves enough to you all in this little O? Excuse
particularizing.
Heloise (1101 c.-1164)
The niece of Fulbert, canon of Notre Dame, and pupil and lover of Peter Abelard.
Frances Maria Kelly (1790-1882)
English actress and singer at Drury Lane and elsewhere; Charles Lamb proposed marriage
and later wrote an essay about her (“Barbara S”) in the
London
Magazine (1825).
Mary Anne Lamb (1764-1847)
Sister of Charles Lamb with whom she wrote Tales from Shakespeare (1807). She lived with
her brother, having killed their mother in a temporary fit of insanity.
Thomas Monkhouse (1783-1825)
A London merchant and cousin of Mary and Sarah Hutchinson; he was a friend of William
Wordsworth and Charles Lamb.
Emma Lamb Moxon [née Isola] (1809-1891)
The orphaned daughter of Charles Isola adopted by Charles and Mary Lamb; after working as
a governess she married Edward Moxon in 1833.
Randal Norris (1751-1827)
He was educated at the Inner Temple, where he was appointed Librarian in 1784; he was a
friend of Charles Lamb and his father.
Edward Quillinan (1791-1851)
A poet of Irish Catholic descent who pursued a military career while issuing several
volumes published by his father-in-law Edgerton Brydges; after the death of his first wife
Jemima he married Dora Wordsworth in 1841.
Henry Crabb Robinson (1775-1867)
Attorney, diarist, and journalist for
The Times; he was a founder
of the Athenaeum Club.
Sir Thomas Noon Talfourd (1795-1854)
English judge, dramatist, and friend of Charles Lamb who contributed articles to the
London Magazine and
New Monthly
Magazine.
Thomas Westwood senior (1833 fl.)
A retired haberdasher, he was the miserly agent for the Phoenix Insurance Company with
whom Charles and Mary Lamb lodged at Enfield from 1829-33.
Thomas Westwood junior (1814-1888)
English poet and bibliographer, the son of the Lambs' landlord at Enfield; Lamb found him
a position as clerk with Charles Aders and he afterwards worked for a Belgian
railroad.
Dorothy Wordsworth (1771-1855)
The sister of William Wordsworth who transcribed his poems and kept his house; her
journals and letters were belatedly published after her death.