Recollections of the Last Days of Shelley and Byron
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CHAPTER XXIV.
“Spare me! oh spare!—I will confess,
——They
Tempted me with a thousand crowns, and I
And my companion forthwith murdered him.”
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In the latter end of May, 1825, a young Englishman named
Whitcombe came to me from Racora, in
Bœotia, where he had been serving with the Greek troops. At all times glad to see my
countrymen, I was particularly so at that time: Fenton was especially pleased with him. They both dined and passed their
evenings with me, but slept below in Fenton’s hut. On the fourth
day, after our noonday meal, we sat smoking and drinking on the verandah of my house on the
lower terrace longer than usual.
It was intensely hot; all my people had retreated into one of the upper
grottoes, where it was always cool, to enjoy their usual siesta. Fenton said, he
had made a bet with
Whitcombe about their shooting, and that I was
to decide it. My Italian servant, Everett, then put up a board for a
target at the extremity of the terrace. After they had fired several shots, at
Fenton’s suggestion I sent the Italian to his comrades
above. Fenton then said to me, after some more shots had been fired
wide of the mark, “You can beat him with your pistol, he has no chance with us
veterans.”
I took a pistol from my belt and fired; they were standing close together
on a flat rock, two yards behind me; the instant I had fired I heard another report, and
felt that I was shot in the back. As one of their flint guns had just before hung fire, and
I had seen Fenton doing something to the lock of
his, I thought it was an accident. I said, “Fenton, this must
have been accidental!” He assured me it was so, and expressed the deepest
sorrow. No thought of their treachery crossed my mind. Fenton said,
“Shall I shoot Whitcombe?” I answered,
“No.” I took my other pistol from my belt, when
Fenton said, “I will call your servant,” and
hastily left me, following Whitcombe to the entrance porch. The dog,
growling fiercely, first stopped their flight; he
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had the voice of a
lion, and never gave a false alarm. The Hungarian,
always prompt, was quickly at his post on the upper terrace, and hearing I was shot,
instantly killed Fenton. Whitcombe attempted to
escape by the trap-door leading to the ladder; the dog threw him on his back, and held him
as if he had been a rat. Achmett, the Turk, seized him, bound his
arms, dragged him to a crane used for hoisting things from below, put a slip-knot in the
rope, and placed it round his ankles to hang him. His convulsive shrieks and the frantic
struggles he made as his executioners were hoisting him over the precipice, calling on God
to witness that he was innocent, thrilled through my shattered nerves; he beseeched me to
let him live till the morning, or for one hour, that he might write home, or even for five
minutes until he had told me everything. I could not conceive it possible that an English
gentleman, my guest, on the most cordial terms with me, should after four days’
acquaintance, conspire with Fenton to assassinate me—there had
been no provocation, and I could see no motive for the act. Fenton had
never seen Whitcombe before, nor had I. If there was foul play,
Fenton must have been the traitor: so
thinking, I ordered the execution to be postponed until the mystery was solved. I had very
great difficulty in staying the execution, every one in the cave clamouring for vengeance.
His life now hung on mine, and everybody thought that I was mortally wounded. They all
swore if I died, they would roast him by a slow fire: this was no idle threat, for it had
been done on more than one occasion during the sanguinary war. When I was shot, I sat down
on the rock I had been standing on, bending down my head to let the blood flow from my
mouth, a musket-ball and several broken teeth came with it—the socket of the teeth
was broken, and my right arm paralysed. I walked without assistance into the small grotto I
had boarded up and floored and called my house; it was divided into two small rooms, and
there was a broad verandah in front. Squatting in a corner, my servant cut open my dress
behind, and told me I had been shot with two balls between my shoulders, near together, on
the right side of my spine, and one of them close to it. One of the balls, as I have said,
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my face; the other broke my collar-bone, and remained in my breast—it is still
there. No blood issued from the places they had entered at. We had no surgeon or medicines
in the cave; the air was so dry and pure, our living so simple, that this was the first
visit sickness or sorrow paid us. Nature makes no mistakes, doctors do; probably I owe my
life to a sound constitution, and having had no doctor.
The morning after I had respited Whitcombe, my servant brought me the following letter from him, which he
read to me, though he could not speak English:
“For God’s sake, sir, permit me to see you, if it is but for
five minutes conversation; it will save my life. In the fulness of contrition I
yesterday told Favourite (Everett) my crime, and through
misconstruction, or some other cause, he has interpreted it to Camerone, so as to cause my death. They all declare to
me they will kill me and burn me. Camerone knocked me down and has
thrown me in irons. For the mercy of Almighty God, let me see you; instead of
augmenting, my explanation will palliate my offence. I wish not that it should be
alone. I
wish also that Camerone and
Everett should be by, to question me before you, and to
endeavour to implicate me if they can. I wish only to tell you all the circumstances
which I told Everett. Camerone declares that
I have plotted all the evil for Ulysses (Odysseus). For God’s sake let me explain myself immediately, and
do not let me be murdered without a word of explanation. O God! my misery is already
too great; they care not for what you tell them; they want to tie me up by my irons to
the beam of the room, and cut my head off.”
I refused to see him: he then wrote an incoherent account of what took
place between him and Fenton—the latter
accusing me of having usurped his place, as Odysseus
wished him to have the command during his absence; saying that
Odysseus had sent a messenger to him at Athens to that effect, and
that on his return he should take possession of the cave; that there were beautiful women
in it, and stores of gold; he would man it with English, clothe his followers with rich
dresses and jewels: there would be a row first, a scene of blood, but that all he wanted
was a friend to stand by him. By Whitcombe’s
account—too rambling and absurd to transcribe—his feeble brain was
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worked up to a state of homicidal insanity; he used the gentle term
of infatuation. He persisted in his asseveration that Fenton shot me,
and his only crime was not warning me of my danger. The only thing his writing proved, was
that he had a very feeble intellect, and that Fenton had taken
advantage of his weakness. He was now mad with terror, he screamed and shrieked if any one
came near him, he was in irons and chained to the wall, with no other food than bread and
water. I resolved on the twentieth day of his imprisonment to set him free, which I did.
When restored to life and liberty he wrote me the following letter:—
Much-injured Sir,
I cannot express to you what I feel for your unmerited
kindness to me for your releasing me from an untimely death; other release it
is not in the power of man to procure for me, my internal misery and shame
being complete. May you never feel the half that I do. May you never be like
me, reduced by an acquaintance of four days with a villain from the smiling
circles who loved me, and had pleasure in my society, to the solitary wretched
outcast which I am now become. I have now no home, no
family, no friends—and all I regret is that I have still the gnawings of
a conscience which makes me prefer life a little longer, with all my former
enjoyments cut off, to an ignominious and untimely end. I can say no more,
perhaps now I have troubled you too much.
That God may send you a speedy recovery, and turn every curse
which falls upon my head into a blessing upon yours, is the prayer of the
wretched
He subsequently addressed one of his friends as follows:
Camp, August 11, 1825.
My dear Sir,
You will, perhaps, be astonished at my addressing you, when
from the unhappy circumstances into which my fatality has immersed me, I ought
only to calculate on your discarding all converse with a being whose sin has
placed between him and society a gulf fitter to be removed by any hands but
his. But I cannot, cannot bear so sudden a transition into exquisite misery and
shame without a line which may give palliatives to my offence. Scan it
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with a dispassionate eye; my only motive for begging this
last favour of you is, that you may rather hold me the weak unsuspecting tool,
than the practised unprincipled villain. Others played that part; others saw my
easy nature, and thought me a fit instrument for the furthering of their grand
speculations and enterprises. They discerned rightly—they have entailed
the curse upon me; they have made the villain of me that they wished; but yet
shall that curse be retaliated upon them. One is dead: the other still lives,
and has left behind him many little interesting traits of character which will
tend well to the blazonment of his fame, and conscience, if not warped by
constant meannesses, shall by its sweet recollections requite him for the rest.
Charmed by Mr.
Humphreys’ account of the excessive intrepidity, honour,
romantic situation, &c., &c., of his friend Fenton, added to his good-nature and bonhomie, I was induced by the repeated, by the urgent
entreaties of that Mr. Humphreys, added to a letter
(expressing the most pressing invitation from Fenton,
addressed to Humphreys, with many dark mystic expressions,
known only, I pre-
sume, to himself)—I was induced, I
say, to pay that visit to the cave. On my arrival I was beset by
Fenton’s utmost talents of duplicity (in which
never mortal man has excelled him). Touched by his mournful tales of wrongs,
rejection, deprivation of right, viewing him only as the romantic, the injured,
the generous hero he had been represented by Humphreys, I
swore to stand by him on his resolution to recover his rights or die. He
worshipped me for it, and being too good a discerner of character to disclose
further the nature of his designs, at the idea of which he knew I would revolt,
he nailed me to the spot and moment of action, and by not giving a
minute’s time to recover from my infatuation, he precipitated me into
that hell of guilt and shame which had long yawned for the wretched adventurer
as his meed, but which, without arraigning Providence, might still, methinks,
have been withheld from me. But where misfortune ever exists, there am I sure
to get acquainted with it. And because such a villain survived in the same
land, I, without holding with him a shadow of previous connection, without one
thought in the whole association of our ideas, which brought with
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it the slightest similitude, whereby to enable me to
account by a harsh destiny, for my being coupled with the memory of such a
villain’s fate, am nevertheless doomed, solely because such an one
exists, to connect myself, and all my happiness and honour, irretrievably with
his fate. I am now a wandering outcast, a being whose very claim on society is
departed, and would not now wish to renew those claims, from the recollections
of dependence which would necessarily hang on that renewal.
But it is not for myself that I am wretched. No—I can
roam to far distant regions, and amidst other scenes and other inhabitants,
commence a new career, unembittered by the past. It is for my family, a family
who had boasted that, through all their branches and connections, it had never
had a spot to sully it. That that family should, through my faults, be
disgraced, is more than I can bear. My mother is a parent who loves me to
distraction. I received a letter a few days ago from that quarter. She has been
dangerously ill, and the only reflection that contributes to her recovery is
that of seeing me return crowned with laurels. They will be laurels!
Now view the reverse. It has been reported that
I was dead. That report, with aggravated causes, will
reach the ears of my family; my mother, I know will not survive it. And all
this for me.
I only regret that being too great a coward to put an end to
my existence, I cannot cut off the miseries of anticipation.
But I have troubled you too long with subjects about which
you can feel but little interest. Only one word more. Should an opportunity
present itself, for God’s sake let not accounts reach England that I am
killed.
With hopes that you will excuse my long and selfish letter,
and with many kindest remembrances to Mrs. Alison and all
your family,
I remain,
Your sincere though unfortunate friend,
P.S.—I sincerely regret that, by the most untoward
circumstances, both the letters which you have been good enough at
different times to send me, have been lost before they reached my hands;
the one by the lies of that rascal Charlilopulo—the other by
Dr. Tindal, amongst his other
things.
John W. Fenton (1795 c.-1825)
A Scot who after service in Spain joined Byron's brigade at Missolonghi; a spy for the
Greek government, he was killed when attempting to assassinate Edward John Trelawny.
William Henry Humphreys (d. 1826)
English philhellene who traveled with William Parry's party; he was an associate of
Leicester Stanhope and Edward John Trelawny who died at Zante on a third expedition to
Greece.
Mr. Komarones (d. 1825 c.)
Hungarian philhellene (Anglicized as Cameron) who served as a cavalry officer under
Napoleon and was at Missolonghi with Byron; he was among Trelawny's chosen band defending
the cave of Odysseas Androutsos.
Odysseas Androutsos [Οδησευς] (1788-1825)
The son of Andreas Androutsos; he was the principal chieftain in eastern Greece and
political opponent of the constitutional government of Alexander Mavrocordatos, who was
instrumental in having him assassinated.
Dr. Tindall (1825 fl.)
A physician in 1823 sent by the London Greek Committee to open a clinic in Athens;
arriving at Missolonghi in January 1824, he was afterwards associated with the Odysseas
Androutsos faction in Athens.
Edward John Trelawny (1792-1881)
Writer, adventurer, and friend of Shelley and Byron; author of the fictionalized memoirs,
Adventures of a Younger Son (1831) and
Recollections of the Last Days of Shelley and Byron (1858).
William Guise Whitcombe (1804.-1832)
The son of Samuel Whitcombe and brother of the Philhellene Thomas Douglas Whitcombe; upon
being freed after his failed attempt to assassinate Edward John Trelawny he published a
fictionalised account of his experiences,
Sketches of Modern Greece
(1828).