Memoirs of the Life of Sir Walter Scott, Bart.
Walter Scott to J. B. S. Morritt of Rokeby, 20 March 1817
“Edinburgh, 20th March, 1817.
“I hasten to acquaint you that I am in the land of
life, and thriving, though I have had a slight shake, and still feel the
consequences of medical treatment. I had
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been plagued all
through this winter with cramps in my stomach, which I endured as a man of
mould might, and endeavoured to combat them by drinking scalding water, and so
forth. As they grew rather unpleasantly frequent, I had reluctant recourse to
Baillie. But before his answer
arrived, on the 5th, I had a most violent attack, which broke up a small party
at my house, and sent me to bed roaring like a bull-calf. All sorts of remedies
were applied, as in the case of Gil
Blas’ pretended colic, but such was the pain of the real
disorder, that it outdeviled the Doctor hollow. Even heated salt, which was
applied in such a state that it burned my shirt to rags, I hardly felt when
clapped to my stomach. At length the symptoms became inflammatory, and
dangerously so, the seat being the diaphragm. They only gave way to very
profuse bleeding and blistering, which, under higher assistance, saved my life.
My recovery was slow and tedious from the state of exhaustion. I could neither
stir for weakness and giddiness, nor read for dazzling in my eyes, nor listen
for a whizzing sound in my ears, nor even think for lack of the power of
arranging my ideas. So I had a comfortless time of it for about a week. Even
yet I by no means feel, as the copy-book hath it, ‘The lion bold, which the lamb doth hold—’ |
on the contrary, I am as weak as water. They tell me (of course) I must
renounce every creature comfort, as my friend Jedediah calls it. As for dinner and so forth, I care little
about it but toast and water, and three glasses of wine, sound like hard laws
to me. However, to parody the lamentation of Hassan,
the camel-driver, ‘The lily health outvies the grape’s bright ray, And life is dearer than the usquebæ—’ |
so I shall be amenable to discipline. But in my own secret mind I suspect the state of my bowels
more than any thing else. I take enough of exercise and enough of rest; but
unluckily they are like a Lapland year, divided as one night and one day. In
the vacation I never sit down; in the session-time I seldom rise up. But all
this must be better arranged in future; and I trust I shall live to weary out
all your kindness.
“I am obliged to break off hastily. I trust I shall
be able to get over the Fell in the end of summer, which will rejoice me much,
for the sound of the woods of Rokeby is lovely in mine ear. Ever yours,
Matthew Baillie (1761-1823)
Physician and brother of Joanna Baillie; as successor to the anatomist William Hunter he
treated the pedal deformities of both Walter Scott and Lord Byron.