“I had your letter to-day, and am much interested and
affected by its contents. Whatever Lord
Melville’s sentiments had been towards me, I could never
have lost remembrance of the very early friend with whom I carried my satchel
to school, and whose regard I had always considered as one of the happiest
circumstances of my life. I remain of the same opinion respecting the Letters which have occasioned so
much more notice than they would have deserved, had there not been a very
general feeling in this country, and among Lord
Melville’s best friends too, authorizing some public
remonstrances of the kind from some one like myself, who had nothing to win or
to lose—or rather who hazarded losing a great deal in the good opinion of
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“Differing so much as we do on this head, and holding my own opinion as I would do a point of religious faith, I am sure I ought to feel the more indebted to Lord Melville’s kindness and generosity for suffering our difference to be no breach in our ancient friendship. I shall always feel his sentiments in this respect as the deepest obligation I owe him; for, perhaps, there are some passages in Malachi’s epistles that I ought to have moderated. But I desired to make a strong impression, and speak out, not on the Currency Question alone, but on the treatment of Scotland generally, the opinion which, I venture to say, has been long entertained by Lord Melville’s best friends, though who that had any thing to hope or fear would have hesitated to state it? So much for my Scottish feelings—prejudices, if you will; but which were born, and will die with me. For those I entertain towards Lord Melville personally, I can only say that I have lost much in my life; but the esteem of an old friend is that I should regret the most; and I repeat I feel most sensibly the generosity and kindness so much belonging to his nature, which can forgive that which has probably been most offensive to him. People may say I have been rash and inconsiderate; they cannot say I have been either selfish or malevolent—I have shunned all the sort of popularity attending the discussion; nay, have refused to distribute the obnoxious letters in a popular form, though urged from various quarters.
“Adieu, God bless you, my dear Sir Robert. You may send the whole or any part
of this letter if you think proper; I should not wish him to think that I was
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