Astarte: a Fragment of Truth
Theresa Villiers to Lady Byron, [15 September 1816]
[1 South Place. Knightsbridge]
Sunday [September 15, 1816]
You misunderstood me dear Lady B. I never
meant that the Wilmots should know what had passed between
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Augusta & me—the question I asked
you related entirely to what had passed between A. & you1—the knowledge of which would I thought tend to soften
him—& as I thought it possible that I might see them before you would, I wished to ask you
whether there should be any and what restrictions to my communication as to what had passed with
you.
I am persuaded you see Mr
W’s character in a very true light—I have long been convinced that Vanity was his weak
point—His conduct towards you when called upon to interfere gave me a good impression of his head
and heart—& I think there is a great deal of agrément
in his society but I think his sarcasms can be very bitter—& bitterness at this moment towards
poor A would be a cruelty. I have more difficulty in making
out Mrs W’s character as she is more
reserved—but at all events you may rely on my never communicating to either what has recently
passed between A & me and of which I must tell you more—
When I got your note and found she declined seeing me I felt I was doing
unkindly by her, & I could not reconcile myself to it—I thought she would always have a dread
of our first meeting and it was selfish in me to put it off.
I therefore wrote her a very long letter from the
impulse of the moment assuring her that as my compassion had been excited & my affection not
alienated when I first heard for truth, all that I had so long rejected with
scorn, it was not likely to be so now that I knew from you that she was all
that we could wish and all that I trusted she wd ever be—I told her that I
considered her the Victim to the most infernal plot that had ever entered the heart of man to
conceive, that I wish’d I could think the Plot was over, but I was positive it was not—that I
warned her to be on her guard & that the best precaution she could take was unbounded
unreserved confidence in you—that not a letter—a note—a word should pass between her & him
without being submitted to you—that you
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were her Guardian angel & the only person who could assist her to
counteract the execrable villany of the other. I told her that my horror, my detestation, my
execration of the person who had beguiled & betrayed her exceeded all my powers of expression
and that with the exception of forgiveness no other feelings than those I described could, should or ought to exist in her mind towards
him—I hope you will not think me wrong in speaking of him in such strong terms but I thought it
well she shd be impressed with the idea that such must1 be the feelings of those who knew such facts. I told her that
I wd call upon her for a minute in the course of the day but I wd not talk on the subject—I went accordingly—She commanded herself better than
I expected very kind in her manner & evidently wished to dine with me—I therefore pressed it.
My aunt brought her & carried her home and Georgy too—we
had no conversation—Mr V. was
particularly kind to her & she got on very well—She gave me the enclosed note which pray burn
when read—I own I am very glad this has passed—I am glad she was horror
struck with his further treachery—all this will help to alienate her feelings from him—I spoke very
strongly of those lines to her—I wonder whether he still possesses many of her former letters to
him—They alone would be proof positive—& he may certainly turn them against her if his revenge
is roused—his word only would hardly succeed now—I think you have great reason my dear Ly B. to rejoice in your efforts to save this
unfortunate being, for I do really believe & hope they will be rewarded by success—I am going
to Ld Clarendon’s today and shall not
return till tomorrow Evg at the End of the week I believe we go to
Worthing—but always direct here—and pray write soon
Most affectionately Yrs ever
John Fitzgibbon, second earl of Clare (1792-1851)
A Harrow friend of Byron's, son of the Lord Chamberlain of Ireland; he once fought a duel
with Henry Grattan's son in response to an aspersion on his father. Lord Clare was Governor
of Bombay between 1830 and 1834.
Sir Robert John Wilmot- Horton, third baronet (1784-1841)
Byron's cousin; he was MP for Newcastle under Lyme (1818-30), governor of Ceylon
(1831-37), and was Augusta Leigh's representative at the destruction of Byron's memoir; he
succeeded to his title in 1834.
Hon. Augusta Mary Leigh [née Byron] (1783-1851)
Byron's half-sister; the daughter of Amelia Darcy, Baroness Conyers, she married
Lieutenant-Colonel George Leigh on 17 August 1807.
Hon. George Villiers (1759-1827)
The son of Thomas Villiers, first earl of Clarendon; in 1798 he married Theresa Parker,
daughter of the first Baron Boringdon.
Hon. Theresa Villiers [née Parker] (1775-1856)
The daughter of John Parker, first baron Boringdon; in 1798 she married George Villiers,
son the first earl of Clarendon. She was related to Byron through Augusta, daughter of
Admiral Byron, who had married a Parker.