Astarte: a Fragment of Truth
Lord Byron to Augusta Leigh, 3 June 1817
Venice. June 3d 1817.
Dearest Augusta—I returned home a few
days ago from Rome but wrote to you on the road; at Florence I believe, or Bologna. The last city
you know—or do not know—is celebrated for the production of Popes—Cardinals—painters—&
sausages—besides a female professor of anatomy, who has left there many models of the art in
waxwork, some of them not the most decent.—I have received all your letters I believe, which are
full of woes, as usual, megrims & mysteries; but my sympathies remain in suspense, for, for the
life of me I can’t make out whether your disorder is a broken heart or the earache—or whether it is
you that have been ill or the children—or what your melancholy &
mysterious apprehensions tend to, or refer to, whether to Caroline
Lamb’s novels—Mrs
Clermont’s evidence—Lady Byron’s magnanimity—or any
other piece of imposture; I know nothing of what you are in the doldrums about at present. I should
think all that could affect you must have been over long ago; & as for
me—leave me to take care of myself. I may be ill or well—in high or low spirits—in
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quick or obtuse state of feelings—like any body else, but I can battle my way
through; better than your exquisite piece of helplessness G.
L.1 or that other poor creature George Byron, who will be finely helped up in a year or two with his new state of
life—I should like to know what they would do in my situation, or in any situation. I wish well to
your George, who is the best of the two a devilish deal—but as for the other I
shan’t forget him in a hurry, & if I ever forgive or allow an opportunity to escape of evincing
my sense of his conduct (& of more than his) on a certain occasion—write me down—what you will,
but do not suppose me asleep. “Let them look to their bond”—sooner or later time &
Nemesis will give me the ascendant—& then “let them
look to their bond.” I do not of course allude only to that poor wretch, but to all—to the
3d & 4th generation of these accursed
Amalekites & the woman who has been the stumbling block of my——
June 4th 1817.
I left off yesterday at the stumbling block of my Midianite marriage—but
having received your letter of the 20th May I will be in good humour for
the rest of this letter. I had hoped you would like the miniatures, at least one of them, which
is in pretty good health; the other is thin enough to be sure—& so was I—& in the ebb of
a fever when I sate for it. By the “man of fashion” I suppose you mean that poor piece of
affectation and imitation Wilmot—another disgrace to me
& mine—that fellow. I regret not having shot him, which the persuasions of others—&
circumstances which at that time would have rendered combats presumptions against my
cause—prevented. I wish you well of your indispositions which I hope are slight, or I should lose
my senses.
Yours ever
very & truly
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George Anson Byron, seventh Baron Byron (1789-1868)
Naval officer and Byron's heir; the son of Captain John Byron (1758-93), he was lord of
the bedchamber (1830-1837) and lord-in-waiting (1837-1860) to Queen Victoria.
Mary Anne Clermont (d. 1850)
Lady Byron's governess and companion, who Byron accused of poisoning his marriage.
Sir Robert John Wilmot- Horton, third baronet (1784-1841)
Byron's cousin; he was MP for Newcastle under Lyme (1818-30), governor of Ceylon
(1831-37), and was Augusta Leigh's representative at the destruction of Byron's memoir; he
succeeded to his title in 1834.
Lady Caroline Lamb [née Ponsonby] (1785-1828)
Daughter of the third earl of Bessborough; she married the Hon. William Lamb (1779-1848)
and fictionalized her infatuation with Lord Byron in her first novel,
Glenarvon (1816).
Hon. Augusta Mary Leigh [née Byron] (1783-1851)
Byron's half-sister; the daughter of Amelia Darcy, Baroness Conyers, she married
Lieutenant-Colonel George Leigh on 17 August 1807.
George Leigh (1771-1850)
Officer in the 10th Light Dragoons, gambler, and boon companion of the Prince of Wales;
he married Augusta Byron in 1807.