Astarte: a Fragment of Truth
Lord Byron to Augusta Leigh, 27 August 1816
Diodati Augt 27th 1816.
[First line scratched out]
Your confidential letter is safe, and all the others. This one has cut me to
the heart because I have made you uneasy. Still I think all these apprehensions—very groundless.
Who can care for such a wretch as Ce
——,4
1 See Chap. II., p. 46, and Chap. III., p. 59. 2 Father of the present head of the firm. 3 See Chap. V., p. III. 4 Lady Caroline Lamb. |
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or believe such a seventy times convicted liar? and in the next place,
whatever she may suppose or assert—I never “committed” any one to her but myself. And as to her fancies—she
fancies any thing—and every body—Lady M1 &c. &c. Really this is starting at shadows. You distress me with—no—it is not
you. But I have heard that Lady B—— is
ill, & I am so sorry—but it’s of no use—do not mention her again—but I shall not forget her
kindness to you.
I am going to Chamouni (to leave my card with Mont Blanc) and I mean to buy
some pretty granite & spar playthings for children (which abound there) for my daughter—and my
nieces—You will forward what I select to little Da—&
divide the rest among your own. I shall send them by Scrope;
this goes by another person. I shall write more and longer soon.
do not be uneasy—and do not “hate yourself” if you hate either let it be me—but do not—it would kill me; we are the last persons in the world—who
ought—or could cease to love one another.
Ever dearest thine 2
P.S. I send a note to Georgiana. I do
not understand all your mysteries about “the verses” & the Asterisks; but if the name is not
put asterisks always are, & I see nothing remarkable in this. I have heard nothing but
praises of those lines.
Scrope Berdmore Davies (1782-1852)
Byron met his bosom friend while at Cambridge. Davies, a professional gambler, lent Byron
funds to pay for his travels in Greece and Byron acted as second in Davies' duels.
Lady Caroline Lamb [née Ponsonby] (1785-1828)
Daughter of the third earl of Bessborough; she married the Hon. William Lamb (1779-1848)
and fictionalized her infatuation with Lord Byron in her first novel,
Glenarvon (1816).
Elizabeth Lamb, viscountess Melbourne [née Milbanke] (1751-1818)
Whig hostess married to Peniston Lamb, first Viscount Melbourne (1744-1828); she was the
confidant of Georgiana, duchess of Devonshire, the mother of William Lamb (1779-1848), and
mother-in-law of Lady Caroline Lamb.