Astarte: a Fragment of Truth
Lady Byron to Augusta Leigh, 2 October [1816]
“Oct. 2. . . . All that is said of CL appears to me nothing but the effect of apprehension—and the
design to blacken me by association with her (which will however make me more cautious) is another
effect of fear in order to invalidate any future disclosure which he may suspect or know it is in
my power to make so as to convince others—the temper of the whole letter is decidedly that of a
conscience enraged by anticipating judgment here as well as hereafter—and which by way of precaution against the former would persecute
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relentingly all whom he has made to know him—From this
view his adoption (if not invention) of my being a Picklock is easily explained—for such a suspicion of my means of information would entirely
discredit my testimony—But there also seems another disposition in parts of the letter—to alarm and
annoy you notwithstanding the professed feelings of consideration and
affection—This is evident in the hint about Whitbread—(the
old threat of Suicide)—and I think also in this very suggestion of my having opened his papers—letters of yours probably”. . .
“To return once more to CL—I never wrote
a single line to her from the time of my separation till that note of
which you know merely declining her visit—so that the story of a correspondence is utterly false.”
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Lady Caroline Lamb [née Ponsonby] (1785-1828)
Daughter of the third earl of Bessborough; she married the Hon. William Lamb (1779-1848)
and fictionalized her infatuation with Lord Byron in her first novel,
Glenarvon (1816).
Samuel Whitbread (1764-1815)
The son of the brewer Samuel Whitbread (1720-96); he was a Whig MP for Bedford, involved
with the reorganization of Drury Lane after the fire of 1809; its financial difficulties
led him to suicide.