Lady Morgan’s Memoirs
Sydney Owenson to Lady Margaret Stanley, 1 September 1811
Baron’s Court,
1st
September, 1811.
My most dear Friend,
It is an age since we held any communion; in the first
instance (I was prevented by the fear of boring you by a platitude of a letter, which could only repeat what you
know—that I love you. In the second, I have been prevented writing since
my arrival here (now five weeks ago) by an event unexpected and critical; in a
word, in this little space of time, a man has fallen in love with me,
tête baissée, and
almost married me, before I know where I am or what it is all about. I
mentioned to you before, that Lord Abercorn
was to bring over with him a physician, and as they wrote me word that he was a
person of distinguished talent, a charming musician, and altogether an
interesting person, I sent him some comical professional problems in my letters
to Lady Abercorn. He answered them by a
poetical thesis—I sent him a diploma—and
thus prepared, we met under circumstances and in
scenes
too favourable to the romantic feelings peculiar to his character, and which it
was my lot to excite and feed. In short, almost without looking beyond the
instant, his empressement, and the
anxiety of Lord and Lady Abercorn to forward an event
which would place me in England near them, took me unawares, and I gave a sort
of consent to an event, which it is, and has ever since been, my incessant
struggle to delay.
The fact is, there is much pour et contre, on the subject (Dr. Morgan having but a small patrimonial
property, independent of his profession, in which he is still but young). The
confidence his medical skill and success have inspired in this family, where
there is a continual demand on his attention, have so raised him in their good
opinion, that they have declared themselves his fast friends, and promoters of
his interests for life. Indeed, it was at their instance, I was induced to
listen to a proposal, which could have nothing in it very gratifying to my
ambition. The man, however, is perfection. His mind has
that strength of tone and extent of reflection, which you admire so much. He
thinks upon every subject of importance with us, and is sometimes so daring in
risking his bold and singular opinions, that while it raises him in my esteem,
it makes me tremble for his worldly interests, so seldom promoted by this
sovereign independence of principle and spirit, which throws rank and influence
at such an incalculable distance. He is, with all this deep philosophy of
character, a most accomplished gentleman. He speaks and writes well several
languages, and is a scientific musician, a devoted natu-
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ralist, and has studied every branch of natural history with success. With
these resources of mind, I never saw a wretch so thrown
upon the heart for his happiness, or so governed by
ardent and unruly passion, of which his most romantic engouement for me is a proof. I have
refused and denied him over and over again, because if it is not in worldly
circumstances a very good match for me, it is still worse for him. I am still putting it off from day to day, but fear I
am too far committed to recede with honour. All this is entre nous, and should you mention the
thing, prônez the business as
much as you can, for upon all occasions, il est bon
de se faire valoir. We are to live the first year with
Lord and Lady
Abercorn, and the next we hope to be in a baby-house of our own
in London, and, oh! what happiness it will be to me to have one to receive you,
dear Lady Stanley, when you come to
town, instead of your going to an hotel; believe me, there is not a human being
I should be happier to see, than your dear self, after my own sweet sister. The
worst part of my story is, that I must then have to leave my country, and
father, and sister, that I adore; when I think of this, I start from my
promise, and have more than once entreated to be off, and in short, sometimes I
am almost out of my mind between contending feelings; you would pity me if you
knew and saw my struggles; pray write to me soon, and love me always,
Your own Glorvina.
We expect the Duke and court here in a few days.
Anne Jane Hamilton, marchioness of Abercorn [née Gore] (1763-1827)
Daughter of the earl of Arran; in 1783 she married Henry Hatton (d. 1793), in 1800 John
James Hamilton, first marquess of Hamilton. She entertained literary figures at her villa
at Stanmore, among them Lady Morgan.
Charles Lennox, fourth duke of Richmond (1764-1819)
He was a military officer who fought at Waterloo; after succeeding his uncle in the title
in 1806 he was lord-lieutenant of Ireland (1807-13) and governor-general of Canada
(1818).
Sir Thomas Charles Morgan (1780-1843)
English physician and philosophical essayist who married the novelist Sydney Owenson in
1812; he was the author of
Sketches of the Philosophy of Morals
(1822). He corresponded with Cyrus Redding.
Margaret Stanley [née Owen] (d. 1816)
The daughter of John Owen of Penrhos; in 1763 she married John Thomas Stanley, baronet.
She was a friend and correspondent of Lady Morgan.