But to return to Zion House, and perhaps I have dwelt long enough on the first epoch of the life of the Poet. I was removed to a public school, with only one regret—to part from him; and Shelley shortly afterwards
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“To aversion to the society of his fellow-creatures, such as he found them, collected together in societies, where one egged on the other to acts of tyranny, was joined the deepest sympathy and compassion; while the attachment he felt to individuals, and the admiration with which he regarded their prowess and virtue, led him to entertain a high opinion of the perfectibility of human nature; and he believed that all could reach the highest grade of moral improvement, did not the customs and prejudices of society foster evil passions and excuse evil actions.”
That the masters would not listen to his complaints, if he made any, I readily believe; and the senior boys no doubt resented, as contumacy, and infringement of their rights, Shelley’s solitary resistance to them, and visited him with condign punishment. It has been said that he headed a conspiracy against this odious and degrading custom, but I have enquired of some Etonians, his contemporaries, and find that there is no foundation for the report. Indeed,
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Tyranny produces tyranny, in common minds; and it is well known in schools, that those boys who have been the most fagged, become the greatest oppressors; not so Shelley: he says:—
And then I clasped my hands, and looked around, But none was near to mark my streaming eyes, Which poured their warm drops on the sunny ground; So without shame I spake—“I will be wise And just and free—and mild—if in me lies Such power: for I grow weary to behold The selfish and the strong still tyrannize, Without reproach or check. |
The boy, so delicately organized, with so nervous a temperament, under the influence of a chronic melancholy, whose genius was a sort of malady; this child, so strong and yet so feeble, suffered in every way. Like the martyrs, who smiled in the midst of torture, he sought refuge
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It is well known how few boys profit much by these great public schools, especially by Eton, the most aristocratic of them all. He says—
Nothing that my tyrants knew or taught I cared to learn. |
But an exception to these, Mrs. Shelley says, was one of the masters, Dr. Lind, whom he had in mind, in the old man who liberates Laon from his tower in the revolt of Islam, (and she might have added the Hermit in Prince Athanase,) who befriended and supported him, and whose name he never mentioned without love and veneration, and with whom Shelley says he read the Symposium.
Then Plato’s words of light in thee
and me Lingered, like moonlight in the moonless East, For we had just then read—thy memory Is faithful now—the story of the
Feast. |
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Stories are told of his chemical mishaps.—I have before me two notes from his father to mine, written in 1808. Shelley had sent for some book on chemistry, which happened to be in my father’s library, but which fell into the hands of his tutor and was sent back. Sir Timothy Shelley says—“I have returned the book on chemistry, as it is a forbidden thing at Eton!” Might not this extraordinary prohibition have the more stimulated Shelley to engage in the pursuit?
He made himself a tolerable French scholar, and during the last year worked hard at German,
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The author of the papers entitled “P. B. Shelley at Oxford,” says, that on visiting him “he was writing the usual exercise, which is presented once a week—a Latin translation of a paper in the Spectator; he soon finished it, and as he held it before the fire to dry, I offered to take it from him; he said it was not worth looking at, but I persisted, through a certain scholastic curiosity, to examine the Latinity of my new acquaintance. He gave it me. The Latin was sufficiently correct, but the version was paraphrastic; which I observed; he assented, and said it would pass muster, and he felt no interest in such efforts, and no desire to excel in them. I also noticed many portions of heroic verse, and several entire verses, and these I pointed out as defects in a prose composition. He smiled archly, and added in his peculiar whisper: ‘Do you think they will observe them?’ I inserted
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Et quid tentabam dicere, versus erat. |
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Hic, sinu fessum caput, hospitali,
Cespitis, dormit juvenis, nec illi
Fata ridebant, popularis ille
Nescius auræ.
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Musa non vultu, genus, arroganti,
Rusticâ natum grege despicata,
Et suum, tristis, puerum, notavit
Sollicitudo.
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Indoles illi bene larga, pectus
Veritas sedem sibi vindicavit,
Et pari, tantis meritis, beavit
Munere, cœlum.
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Omne, quod mæstis habuit, miserto
Corde, largivit lacrymam, recepit,
Omne, quod Cœlo voluit, fidelis
Pectus amici.
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Longivus, sed tu, fuge, curiosas,
Cæteros laudes, fuge, suspicari,
Cæteras culpas, fuge, velle tractos
Sede tremendâ.
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Spe tremescentes, recubant, in illâ.
Sede, virtutes, pariter que culpæ,
In sui, Patris gremio, tremendâ
Sede, Deique.
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The second specimen of his versification is of a totally different
character, and shows a considerable precocity.
Inter marmoreas, Leonora, pendula colles, Fortunata nimis, Machina, dicit horas. Quà manibus, premit illa duas, insensa, papillas. Cur mihi sit dígito tangere, amata, nefas. |
Though these two poems may not bear strict criticism, and fall short of those produced by Canning or Lord Wellesley at the same age, Shelley proved himself an excellent Latin scholar, by translating in his leisure hours, several Books of Pliny the Elder, “the enlightened and benevolent,” as he styled him, that Encyclopædist whose
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Shelley made few, if any intimacies at Eton, and I never heard him mention in after life one of his class-fellows, and I believe their very names had escaped him,—unlike Lord Byron, who never forgot those in his own form, nor, indeed, what is still more remarkable, as proved in the instance of Proctor, the order in which those in a lower one stood. But Shelley’s companions were his books; not that he was either morose or unsocial, and must have had a rather large circle of friends, since his parting breakfast at Eton cost £50; and Mr. Hogg says “he possessed an unusual number of books, Greek and Latin, each inscribed with the name of the donor, which had been presented to him, according to the custom, on quitting Eton,”—a proof that Shelley had been popular among his school-fellows, “many of whom were then at Oxford, and they frequently called at his rooms, and
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He told me the greatest delight he experienced at Eton, was from boating, for which he had, as I have already mentioned, early acquired a taste. I was present at a regatta at which he assisted, in 1809, and seemed to enjoy with great zest, A wherry was his beau ideal of happiness, and he never lost the fondness with which he regarded the Thames, no new acquaintance when he went to Eton, for at Brentford we had more than once played the truant, and rowed to Kew, and once to Richmond, where we saw Mrs. Jordan, in the Country Girl, at that theatre, the first Shelley had ever visited. It was an era in my life. But he had no fondness for theatrical representations; and in London, afterwards, rarely went to the play.
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