William Godwin: his Friends and Contemporaries
Ch. X. 1819-1824
Lady Caroline Lamb to William Godwin, [April 1822?]
“You would not say, if you were here now, that nature
had not done her best for us. Everything is looking beautiful, everything in
bloom. It is impossible for me to come just yet to London, but I will if I live
in June. Yet do not fancy that I am here in rude health, walking about, and
being notable and bountiful. I am like the wreck of a little boat, for I never
come up to the sublime and beautiful—merely a little gay merry boat, which
perhaps stranded itself at Vauxhall or London Bridge—or wounded without killing
itself, as a butterfly does in a tallow candle. There is
nothing marked, sentimental or interesting in my career. All I know is, that
I was happy, well, rich, joyful, and surrounded by friends. I have now one
faithful, kind friend in William Lamb, two
others in my father and brother—but health, spirits, and all else is gone—gone
how? Oh, assuredly not by the visitation of God, but slowly and gradually, by
my own fault! You said you would like to see me and speak to me. I shall, if
possible, be in town in a few days. When I come I will let you know. The last
time I was in town I was on my bed three days, rode out and came off here on
the 4th.
“God preserve you.—Yours,
William Lamb, second viscount Melbourne (1779-1848)
English statesman, the son of Lady Melbourne (possibly by the third earl of Egremont) and
husband of Lady Caroline Lamb; he was a Whig MP, prime minister (1834-41), and counsellor
to Queen Victoria.