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By numbers here from shame or censure free,
All crimes are safe hut hated poverty.
This, only this, the rigid law pursues,
This, only this, provokes the snarling muse—
This mournful truth is everywhere confess’d,
Slow rises worth by poverty depress’d:
But here more slow where all are slaves to gold,
Where looks are merchandise, and smiles are sold.
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About this time I became acquainted with Mr. Coleridge, who was then residing with his stanch friend, Mr. Gillman, at Highgate; and on many occasions enjoyed the pleasure of his social conversation, I was going to say, but it must be called what it was, most eloquent outpourings, de totidem rebus et quibusdem aliis. I am not aware that I am yet overtaken by the foible of garrulous old age; but in my earlier years and prime I know I was accounted an excellent conversationalist, chiefly because I was an excellent listener, and also for a certain knack I had of drawing out the lions of the company. Thus by exposing, or rather immolating myself, by provoking Hook, I could always pitch him into the right key; and with Coleridge, by throwing in some
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At this time I also formed my earliest intimacy with the Rev. T. Frognall Dibdin, with whom I had a great deal of after literary intercourse, though he called me a “Dandy Reviewer” for what I wrote on his “Bibliomaniacal Tour.” At first it was at the height of the Bibliomaniac time; but for many years there was much of agreeable and instructive matter to be found in communion with devotees to the famous Roxburghe Club.† and I reaped great benefit from their society. For amid the stores of ancient literature,
* See note, Appendix B. † “Among other efforts to improve the “Gazette,” I endeavoured to obtain the Roxburghe Reprints for analysis and description, but the plan was not thoroughly effected. There was rather an inclination in favour of it among the members, and Mr. Freeling wrote to me about taking great care of the books, adding:—“I could not contribute beyond general co-operation. Mr. Markland, of the Temple, is one of the most erudite of our members, and a most excellent man; if we could obtain but a small portion of his attention to your object, it would be invaluable.” Mr. Markland, to whom this just tribute is paid, is still honourably zealous and distinguished in the cause of literature, and national education and improvement. |
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Dauid was enamoured of Dersa
bee. In the bathe whan he her se.
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Dauid, his lust to optayn,
Made Vrye to be slayn.
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Dauid by Nathan beynge re
p[re]ued. Peccaui sayd sore greued.
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Dauid promised to Bersa
bee. Solomon to be Kyng of
Indee.
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Every “rage” has its day. People do not fall into raptures with such things now, and can hardly credit the passion for old books, which, truly, burnt so fiercely that it could not be otherwise than soon extinguished, or, at least, so far moderated as to subside into a rational and useful pursuit. Several of the associations since framed on nearly similar principles have reprinted very curious works at large individual expense; and it may also be observed that whatever of public interest can be ascribed to such bodies as the Surtees, Camden, Shakspere, Percy, Hackluyt, &c., are to
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And this statement brings me to another point, which I touch upon with diffidence; because I am afraid it may seem like setting up my own work and period as superior to others and the present time by comparison, whereas I mean to observe upon it, solely, as a general issue. The fact is, that I do not think the literary division of the press has advanced, as most other intellectual pursuits have done since those days. It does not appear to me that so much pains is bestowed; but rather, that a sort of habitual off-handedness, or carelessness, has crept in, and tries to stand for honest labour; and that, indeed, it passes, like base coin, in many directions for that sterling! In the class to which the “Gazette” led the way, there is probably on the whole more of influence, but there is neither the same concentration nor interest. Too much competition crowds and confuses the multitude of readers, and the old imperfections remain; for the necessity for haste and rapidity must always be disadvantageous; and, when coupled with the want of essential qualities and skilful combinations, can only give shams to the public, instead of productions at all worthy of favourable notice even within the temporary sphere of
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At page 236 of my preceding volume, I enumerated a batch of poets who liberally contributed their delightful effusions to enrich my columns, and most of them first “imped their wings” in the little weekly temple which they (writers and columns) supported. Among these was Ismael Fitzadam, in whose fate I afterwards took a very deep interest. His introduction to me was anonymous, as will be seen from the following note:—
“Philo-Nauticus* presents his compliments to the Editor of the ‘Literary Gazette,’ and begs leave to ask whether his last letter, stating that Fitzadam was on his way to London, and expressing a wish to introduce him, has been duly received. Fitzadam has since arrived; but, as the usual courtesy of acknowledgment to correspondents has not appeared, P. N. is naturally led to infer, either that his letter has been mislaid, or that he has perhaps carried his officiousness on behalf of depressed genius to the point of intrusion, in which latter case, however mortifying at this moment, a due sense of delicacy would compel him to spare the editor further trouble. If, however, P. N. only deceives
* Afterwards made himself known as Mr. H. Nugent Bell, whose celebrated research into the Huntingdon Peerage, made him as high an authority in genealogical cases as Sir Harris Nicolas was as his successor in practice. |
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Soon after was published “The Harp of the Desert,” a fine and spirited poem, descriptive of the battle of Algiers, of which I quote here but a dozen lines in proof of its beauty and power. The terrible bombardment ensues, and
Zis to his banks in terror clings,
And Zilif of the seventy springs,
While the roused lion, basking nigh,
Lists—snuffs the peal,—and roars reply.
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This is splendid imagery, and what follows is eloquent and grand.
To eastward, far along the wave,
The wild-fig green upon her grave,
Perchance, old Carthage at the sound,
Started from sleep of years profound—
Rest, dust of greatness! Ages gone,
Beneath thy narrow, nameless stone!
From brand of foemen rest thou free,—
Fallen, fallen, is Scipio’s Rome like
thee!
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Twelve lines, combining Scott and Byron more remarkably together, and yet breathing so much of the author’s originality, could not be quoted in the English language; but I must bring this notice to a close, and relate the brief and hapless “glory” which is the fate of too many a bard, and speedily illumined the tomb of poor Fitzadam.
I exerted myself a good deal to accomplish something that would be beneficial to the sailor poet, not inferior to the Falconer of Shipwreck fame, but without success. I had not sufficient interest at the Admiralty now, being only literary and not political, and with the patrons of literature,
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Time wore slowly yet rapidly on, and was marked in its progress by the following letter:—
“Addressing you at last in propriâ persona on a subject, to which I have so often before called your attention, under the nom de guerre, or rather de mer, of Philo-Nauticus, I really do not well know what terms of apology to use in reference to my multiplied trespasses, or of acknowledgment, when I consider the truly liberal feeling evinced by you on the occasion. But would I not wrong that generous feeling by attempting excuses for making you a party to an act of humanity towards unfriended talent, or even thanking you for your ready co-operation? And is it not better at once to turn over to you the original cause of all, Fitzadam himself, who, Bellerophon-like perhaps, is the bearer of this. On him, therefore, let fall your ‘horrible pleasure.’ I have delayed for several days past in the hope of finding a leisure hour to accompany him; but my avocations and studies are so pressing on the one hand, and my impatience that he should be known to you so great on the other, that I have adopted the plan of writing with him
* The doctor’s compliment must have been paid either in one of his dogmatic moods, or from a desire to conciliate the good offices of the trade for the future. It could not be from feelings of gratitude for the patronage bestowed by the booksellers upon himself: for the publishers, at that time, were nearly all vulgar turn-pennies, ignorant of the nature of the goods in which they dealt, and not half so skilful in their way as butchers, who are knowing patrons of sheep and oxen, or poulterers, who are the patrons of turkeys, geese, and fowls—educated at cattle shows, and by their own gustativeness! A much superior order now prevails; though difficult enough to deal with. |
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Perhaps in other and more active hands we might help him to fight his ‘battle over again,’ in a new edition, and this recommending him to the notice of the Admiralty and the public at large, succeed in rescuing him from that state of precarious dependence, so galling to the spirit, and so fatal to the efforts of genius.
I need scarcely state that my personal intercourse with the author intensely deepened the concern I felt for his future welfare. I redoubled my efforts, and at last procured the publication by Mr. Warren of his “Lays on Land” in the season of 1821. In a characteristic preface—at first playful, but soon lapsing into the language of the heart, he speaks of his venture—“His present course is far from being one of choice. In an assemblage of unconnected, occasional trifles, composed and brought together as these now offered to the public have been—the writer’s acquaint-
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Quench’d in a boggy syrtus, neither sea Nor good dry land, nigh founder’d on he fares.—Milton.” |
He goes on to confess, that, casting about for some provisional expedient, he seeks by this work to “contrive some sort of temporary bower under which he might haply find shelter and repose till Providence would enable him to improve his precarious condition by further discovery and acquaintance with the natives of this, to him, new world.” Oh, frail and breaking reed—none but a poet could lie blind to the dark and not distant horizon.
Mr. Warren was at that time inclined to be enterprising in publishing, and did more justice to the volume than was done by the obscure publisher of its precursor. And the poems were worthy of a better fate; the sailor sung the “Soldier’s Grave.”
Spared mid much storm, where few are spared, Nor scathless yet when all was dared, What battle left, the soldier bore Homeward, and hail’d his native shore, Hail’d it and wept—but could no more— |
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Another day is gone, the sun’s i’ the sea— Seal’d with the stern, irrevocable past, One life-sand more is down—and so till the last Melts in the mass of round eternity. Oh, life! Thy thriftless suns pass over me, As o’er the herbless and unwater’d waste, Smote with eternal barrenness and blast— The malediction of the Scripture tree Is on me—or if such mass make sign Of summer, ’tis as some forgotten grave Which brings forth nought of blade or blossom, save Rank, bitter weeds—would even such grave were mine! For this slow rotting of the spirit here Makes death itself a thing most wish’d and dear. |
Almost exactly two years after this last literary effort, in the sweet summer radiance and floral beauty of June (1823), John Macken, for such was his name, the eldest son of Mr. Macken, of Brookeborough, slept the sleep of “round eternity” in his native Ireland, whither he had retired from London with his crushed aspirations. The “Erne Packet,” or “Enniskillen Chronicle,” of which he was the joint editor and originator, communicated the news of his
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A pilgrim of the harp was he, With half a heart for chivalry; The lone, the marvellous, the wild, Had charm’d his spirit, man and child; * * * * His was indeed such wayward doom As seldom ’gainst man’s sin is hurl’d: His horoscope was dash’d with gloom, His cloud came with him to the world, And clipp’d him round, and weigh’d him down, A deep, revokeless, malison. |
“L. E. L.” embalmed his memory in a touching monody. After lauding the heroic—
* I had supposed him a native of Leith, but was mistaken; and from recent inquiries, which Mr. John Barrow, of the Admiralty, has had the kindness to make for me, I believe that he served literally as a common sailor at the battle of Algiers. |
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Then paused I o’er some sad wild notes, Sweet as the spring-birds’ lay withal, Telling of hopes and feelings past, Like stars that darken’d in their fall! * * * * * |
Pour forth thy fervid soul in song— There are some who may praise thy lays; But of all earth’s dim vanities, The very earthliest is praise. * * * * * |
And he; what was his fate, the bard, He of the Desert harp, whose song Flow’d freely, wildly as the wind That bore him and his harp along? |
That fate which waits the gifted one, To pine, each finer impulse check’d; At length to sink, and die beneath The shade and silence of neglect. |
And this the polish’d age that springs The Phoenix from dark years gone by, That blames and mourns the past, yet leaves Her warrior and her bard to die. |
To die in poverty and pride, The light of hope and genius past, Each feeling wrung, until the heart Could bear no more, and broke at last. |
Thus withering amid the wreck Of sweet hopes, high imaginings, What can she minstrel do, but die, Cursing [quære, blessing] his too-beloved strings! |
Carrington, of Dartmoor fame, was another of my esteemed contributors at this period, and of him too I
* In the Appendix C, will be found some further illustration of Fitzadam and his premature and hapless fate. |
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These were poets in a high sense of the name, and to me they were but types of their order—uncherished, unfortunate; I was witness to their sad destinies, to their neglect and their sinking—I lamented them as a brother would a brother’s loss, and yet I am reproached for maintaining my firm opinion that the genius and literature of England do not hold their due place in the national system.
My old and still living friend, Mr. Thomas Gaspey, who commenced his literary career about 1809 as a fellow reporter with me and Mr. Henry Watts on the “Morning Post,” and was now connected with the “Courier,” also adorned my pages with some of both his touching and genre compositions in which he was so ready and felicitous: as I believe he is to the present day. Lines of his to a child, so early as 1817 (“Literary Gazette,” p. 104), afford a pleasing idea of his fancy in domestic description and moral lesson; but I was now more intent upon negotiating the publication of his novel of “Calthorpe” with Mr. Murray, and procuring Mr. Gifford’s opinion of its merits.
Has any body, who reads this, ever had any experience of what it is to treat with a publisher for the publication of a new work by a little known author? If they do, they may skip a page or two; if they do not, they may go with me in the present case,—one of my thousand and one tales of oral uncertainties, delays, and disappointments. On my return from the coast, a note from Mr. Gaspey says—
“ * * Have you heard from Gifford or Murray? Nearly eight months have passed since the novel was sent, and I think you will agree with me that they use me very ill, if they are not now prepared to give their answer. May I
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I pressed, of course, for I was already aware what authors endure under doubtful circumstances and hopes and fears, though nothing like what I have since known; and my success may be gathered from the next epistle of my anxious friend:—
“I enclose a note for the purpose of being shown (if you think fit) to Murray. Let me press on you the expediency of insisting on a termination being put to the painful uncertainty of which I (and you, from sympathy,) have long had to complain.”
From the next it would seem that all my urging was vain and of non-effect, for Mr. Gaspey writes me—
“I have waited with anxious impatience for the intelligence which you promised to bring me. It grieves me to claim your interference in my affairs, as I know your time must be pretty well occupied with your own, but as I am placed in my present awkward situation by your friendly attempt to serve me, and cannot act for myself, I know you will excuse it. M. and G., I think, ought now to be told (if they continue to trifle) that they treat the author with cruelty, and his friend’s recommendation of him with contempt, and I really feel that this is what we ought to submit to no longer. I am sick of the delay, and am the more annoyed by it as I am wearied to death by the importunities of the poor old gentleman who has an interest
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I fortunately got the manuscript back! And this is a sample of the book-trade, almost so common as to make all other courses, except immediate rejection, merely exceptions to the rule. In the ensuing year, Messrs. Longman &, Co. were induced to run the risk of “Calthorpe,” which turned out a moderately successful work, the successor of the “Mystery,” and the precursor of the “Lollards,” the “Witchfinder,” and others from the same pen, which all met with a fair share of popularity, but no large share of profit to the writer’s purse.
But why expect that? As it was in elder days, was then, is now, and probably ever will be, ex necessitate rei. The manuscript of “Robinson Crusoe” was bandied through the whole trade, and no one would print it; till at last a bookseller, not remarkable for his discernment, but rather noted for a speculative turn, bought the work for a trifle, and made a thousand guineas by it. How many thousands have been gained by it since? Burns’ “Justice,” was disposed of by its author for a very small sum, and Buchan’s “Domestic Medicine,” was sold on like terms. Immense incomes have been realised by the publishers on both. “The Vicar of Wakefield,” that delicious novel, brought its author a few pounds; Miss Burney’s “Evelina” obtained five guineas; the first is a fertile source of revenue to this day; the last cleared a very large amount within a few years. Dr. Johnson’s “Rasselas” was sadly, though not so much disproportioned; but he fixed the price of his “Lives of the Poets” at the proud sum of two hundred guineas, and in the course of twenty-five years the publisher
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Nathless, the pleasure of being baffled and tossed to and fro must, somehow or other, enhance the enjoyment of literary pursuits. For the same ardour continues, the same perseverance prevails, and the same hope never dies—till the death of the aspirant, when hope and he are buried in one grave.
A being lost alike by pain or joy!
A fly can kill it, or a worm destroy!
Inspired by labour, and by ease [not its own] undone,
Commenced in tears and ended in a groan.—Broome.
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